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hopelessly hopeful
- May 8, 2024
- 35
even tho my life is just tragic and i've never experienced good mental health, even tho i'm in so much pain every single day every single second, the thought of death is terrifying me. and the worst part is it's all i have ever wanted ever since i was a little kid. i'm not even scared of death i want it so badly yet i get this gut wrenching feeling in my heart when i think about. i'm so scared. i can't live like this. i wish i could just die in my sleep or hire a hitman to kill me. i wish i had a gun or smth. why does this have to be so difficult man. i don't want to be here