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somniummalum

Student
Jul 3, 2020
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I've been on this forum since about a week. In this few days, I have gotten more encouragement, more empathy, more kindness, more love, from you guys than I ever have from the people around me irl. It seems to me that there are many kind souls here.

People I see irl are ignorant, narcissistic and toxic. It makes me sad honestly. Why are there so few good people on this planet? I don't understand what I've done to deserve this?

I feel blessed to have found this place here, it's nice to have like-minded, understanding people with me in my last few weeks on earth. Thank you guys for being cool.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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I've been on this forum since about a week. In this few days, I have gotten more encouragement, more empathy, more kindness, more love, from you guys than I ever have from the people around me irl. It seems to me that there are many kind souls here.

People I see irl are ignorant, narcissistic and toxic. It makes me sad honestly. Why are there so few good people on this planet? I don't understand what I've done to deserve this?

I feel blessed to have found this place here, it's nice to have like-minded, understanding people with me in my last few weeks on earth. Thank you guys for being cool.
This website SS certainly is a great place. All other places suck. This is an oasis.
 
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Thinking

Thinking

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Jul 9, 2020
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This posts reminds me of a song I've been listening too a lot lately:
 
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Imani

Member
Apr 24, 2020
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I wonder if it's cause a lot of us have experienced the most cruel parts of this world to lead us here in the first place. The people who are the abusers, the toxic folks could care less about how they treat others.
 
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Hydration

Hydration

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May 29, 2020
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I feel the same, I've gotten more empathy and understanding from the people here than my own friends and family.
 
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morningdew

Experienced
Jul 8, 2019
235
I found the same to be true
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
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Those little emojis I've gotten are all I have to feel good about. This site is comforting. And I feel like maybe I can do this after all.
 
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morningdew

Experienced
Jul 8, 2019
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when life becomes really sad for long periods of time, just a little kindness from someone, even it its just online, goes a long way.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
People on this site are very understanding and patient with each other. Its so nice to see people who have never seen anyone here face to face be so kind and empathetic.

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Stavrogin

Stavrogin

If God not be, then this world dies with me
Jul 1, 2020
201
Yeah, fuck 'em!
 
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Csmith8827

Csmith8827

Don't you listen to your heart? (Listen to it...)
Oct 26, 2019
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Dude I just left the grocery store and I know exactly what you mean. This old lady did something very racist and it was toxic. My mom has also been toxic towards me ever since I got home. People are just trashy and wrong. I hope i'm able to pull through like the rest of you. Maybe I can do this as well. I just hope someone comes out with a good enough method cause I'm ready to go. Y'all have become my place of sanctuary. I Love you all very much.
 
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maru.

maru.

Experienced
Apr 6, 2020
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This place truly is amazing, just so much empathy all around, it makes me emotional even, it's just too heartwarming.
Still, reading this thread was very painful for me tbh.
I've had a pretty great experience with people in my lifetime.
Some people are much better than others, i agree, but i don't know, there are a lot of truly great people out there from my experience.
In my college class, where i happen to be class representative, i kind of have to talk to everyone, and i've developed a good relationship with a ton of people due to it.
I have some truly amazing friends and colleagues, who i see as family tbh, and i only haven't ctb because of them tbh, they're all i live for.
Seeing how many people here have had just terrible experiences with other people in general make me realise what a lucky bastard i am in that regard.
So, like, i don't know what to say to you guys, maybe i just got lucky, i don't know, i wish i could give some advice, or say something to make you all feel better.
Because to me that's the only good part of life, imagining that some people don't have that it's very painful.
Makes me feel guilty even tbh, starving with a full plate.
Sorry if my post was triggering in anyway, it wasn't the intention, i don't know what the intention even was tbh, just, all of this made me very sad.
I hope you guys can find some people that truly value you and treat you how you deserve, like you all seem to have found here at SS.
 
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