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skybluesuicide

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After the sad realisation that N will probably never be sold online, I've decided to save money to fly to a country where it's more easily accessible. I should have enough money by the end of the 2024. So, since money isn't an issue, where should I go and what else should I know?
 
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roguetrader

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Currently, maybe Bogota and Cusco. But if you're going in a year, who knows where the spots would be at that time.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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Go to Tijuana, Mexico. Once you're there send me a message and if you speak Spanish, I could help you with the address of a pet shop that will sell you two bottles for about 6000 pesos. Once you have purchased what you need, fly to Cancun... have a GREAT time for a few days, spend all your money on drinks, drugs and hookers and then... CTB. Not a bad way to go?
 
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After the sad realisation that N will probably never be sold online, I've decided to save money to fly to a country where it's more easily accessible. I should have enough money by the end of the 2024. So, since money isn't an issue, where should I go and what else should I know?
Do you want a travel buddy? I'd totally do this if I could but there's no way I could do it alone
 
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withouthope

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Go to Tijuana, Mexico. Once you're there send me a message and if you speak Spanish, I could help you with the address of a pet shop that will sell you two bottles for about 6000 pesos. Once you have purchased what you need, fly to Cancun... have a GREAT time for a few days, spend all your money on drinks, drugs and hookers and then... CTB. Not a bad way to go?
How do you know the shop is still selling it? Someone who got the address from you told me they went there and they didn't have any. 🤷‍♀️
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
363
How do you know the shop is still selling it? Someone who got the address from you told me they went there and they didn't have any. 🤷‍♀️
I have built a relationship with the owners. I speak with them in Spanish. I ask about their family..." how is your boy doing in school?" I can call the shop, I speak with them the way a regular normal Mexican would speak with a business person with whom they have some history. I am not now, nor have I ever been someone who is desperate to CTB, I do not give off that vibe. If I call and speak with them and ask them to find some for me, they will make a special order for me. It may take several weeks to arrive but... I will NOT just be giving out the address of the shop any more. I had a person recently go and almost fuck up the site for other people because of how they handled the situation.
 
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Nov 26, 2023
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I have built a relationship with the owners. I speak with them in Spanish. I ask about their family..." how is your boy doing in school?" I can call the shop, I speak with them the way a regular normal Mexican would speak with a business person with whom they have some history. I am not now, nor have I ever been someone who is desperate to CTB, I do not give off that vibe. If I call and speak with them and ask them to find some for me, they will make a special order for me. It may take several weeks to arrive but... I will NOT just be giving out the address of the shop any more. I had a person recently go and almost fuck up the site for other people because of how they handled the situation.
Sorry for the skepticism but this almost sounds too good to be true. Can anyone confirm this?
 
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Jan 3, 2024
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After the sad realisation that N will probably never be sold online, I've decided to save money to fly to a country where it's more easily accessible. I should have enough money by the end of the 2024. So, since money isn't an issue, where should I go and what else should I know?
Hit me
 
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DreamEnd

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Aug 4, 2022
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Sorry for the skepticism but this almost sounds too good to be true. Can anyone confirm this?
It's true.he helps people but the last person he helped fucked it up for everyone else so
 
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Abyssal

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It's true.he helps people but the last person he helped fucked it up for everyone else so
Thanks, could you pm me a link to that thread about the guy that messed it up? @Ernest1964 sorry for doubting you.
 
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Ernest1964

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Jan 6, 2023
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Thanks, could you pm me a link to that thread about the guy that messed it up? @Ernest1964 sorry for doubting you.
No problem I do not feel attacked. I also do not feel the need to defend myself. I lived in Thailand for 7 years. I spent 5 years meeting weekly with a Buddhist Monk. One of the first mantras he gave me to consider (I was VERY western in my thought processes and that made me overly defensive in my interactions with others) was - Never defend yourself unless you are SURE that you are being attacked. Also, when the time comes I have a couple of people on this site who can vouch for me, given that they haven't already CTB'd. Just because you have N doesn't mean you will use it that day, right? I bought my N in January of 2023 and it brings me a great amount of comfort just knowing that I have it, in case I ever want to use it. I have helped others buy N, what and when they choose to do with it is NONE of my business. You might want to do a search of my posts to read about me, I think that I am a pretty solid guy. I strongly believe that no one asked to be born but we all should have the right to decide when and how we die. Self determination is (or should be) a basic human right... IF you are of legal age.

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How do you know the shop is still selling it? Someone who got the address from you told me they went there and they didn't have any.
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Yes, I'm sure that that "someone" was told that the shop didn't have any to sell. There is a WHOLE thread about what that person did wrong in going there on their own. Suffice to say, they didn't speak Spanish well enough, they probably came off as suspicious and the shop owners didn't trust them. They told a story about an injured horse to try to buy the N. Who the hell euthanizes a horse when it's injured? No one, mostly they shoot the horse in the head when it is injured. The person also stated that they went to around 25 different shops and no one would sell them the N. I am not surprised.
 
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iusedtobehappy

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No problem I do not feel attacked. I also do not feel the need to defend myself. I lived in Thailand for 7 years. I spent 5 years meeting weekly with a Buddhist Monk. One of the first mantras he gave me to consider (I was VERY western in my thought processes and that made me overly defensive in my interactions with others) was - Never defend yourself unless you are SURE that you are being attacked. Also, when the time comes I have a couple of people on this site who can vouch for me, given that they haven't already CTB'd. Just because you have N doesn't mean you will use it that day, right? I bought my N in January of 2023 and it brings me a great amount of comfort just knowing that I have it, in case I ever want to use it. I have helped others buy N, what and when they choose to do with it is NONE of my business. You might want to do a search of my posts to read about me, I think that I am a pretty solid guy. I strongly believe that no one asked to be born but we all should have the right to decide when and how we die. Self determination is (or should be) a basic human right... IF you are of legal age.

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How do you know the shop is still selling it? Someone who got the address from you told me they went there and they didn't have any.
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Yes, I'm sure that that "someone" was told that the shop didn't have any to sell. There is a WHOLE thread about what that person did wrong in going there on their own. Suffice to say, they didn't speak Spanish well enough, they probably came off as suspicious and the shop owners didn't trust them. They told a story about an injured horse to try to buy the N. Who the hell euthanizes a horse when it's injured? No one, mostly they shoot the horse in the head when it is injured. The person also stated that they went to around 25 different shops and no one would sell them the N. I am not surprised.
I would really love to know more about this. Would I need to go to Mexico or is there another way? I do not speak Spanish. I know a few words but that's about it.
 
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hopeless08

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Dec 8, 2023
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Go to Tijuana, Mexico. Once you're there send me a message and if you speak Spanish, I could help you with the address of a pet shop that will sell you two bottles for about 6000 pesos. Once you have purchased what you need, fly to Cancun... have a GREAT time for a few days, spend all your money on drinks, drugs and hookers and then... CTB. Not a bad way to go
Can you please pm me.🙏
 
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ScubaCTB

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Jan 1, 2024
131
So is there for real an N source in Tijuana that you can get it in the next like 2-3 weeks or not??
 
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Ernest1964

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I would really love to know more about this. Would I need to go to Mexico or is there another way? I do not speak Spanish. I know a few words but that's about it.
You can always send me a DM if you want to learn more, up to you.
 
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Ernest1964

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I think you have to make or respond to at least 20 or 25 posts before the DM feature opens up for you. I see that your start date is Dec. 2nd, so you may need to react or make some more posts.
 
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withouthope

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How do you know the shop is still selling it? Someone who got the address from you told me they went there and they didn't have any.
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Yes, I'm sure that that "someone" was told that the shop didn't have any to sell. There is a WHOLE thread about what that person did wrong in going there on their own. Suffice to say, they didn't speak Spanish well enough, they probably came off as suspicious and the shop owners didn't trust them. They told a story about an injured horse to try to buy the N. Who the hell euthanizes a horse when it's injured? No one, mostly they shoot the horse in the head when it is injured. The person also stated that they went to around 25 different shops and no one would sell them the N. I am not surprised.
FYI, pentobarbital is the number one way horses get euthanized in the USA.
 
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Jan 13, 2024
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I know it might be overkill, but if you are really desperate, you should visit Eastern Europe. I live in one of these countries, and I can easily order pure SN here. They will deliver it to your door
 
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