Fuck fuck fuck my inner restlessness becomes unbearable again

[couldntthinkofaname]

its like im fight/flight modus 24/7

cant sleep


i wished i had this kind of depression were you just sleep 24/7 and lay in bed all day

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

its like im fight/flight modus 24/7

cant sleep


i wished i had this kind of depression were you just sleep 24/7 and lay in bed all day

I get to kind of 24/7 in bed depression it takes a lot amphetamines to make me productive

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

I get to kind of 24/7 in bed depression it takes a lot amphetamines to make me productive

i feel like injected cortisol and adrenalin

 

[Caustic Cardinals]

i feel like injected cortisol and adrenalin

Not that I know what that would feel like but damn

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

i wished i had this kind of depression were you just sleep 24/7 and lay in bed all day

That's pretty much what I have.

Could you ask a doctor for anxiety meds?

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

That's pretty much what I have.

Could you ask a doctor for anxiety meds?

yh but i hate meds

also what is this shit? should i take meds for the rest of my life?

one reason why i want to sui

 

[Final Escape]

What are u having so much anxiety about? Is there stuff constantly happening to keep u in this state? For me it happened when I was either stressed about my circumstances or around certain people who trigger this.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

What are u having so much anxiety about? Is there stuff constantly happening to keep u in this state? For me it happened when I was either stressed about my circumstances or around certain people who trigger this.

my circumstances


but im not sure if anixiety (=fear) is correct - im mostly angry like more fight than flight modus

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

but on the other hand this is quite goodv for sui once i have a solid plan ... my hesitation level is very low then..

 

[Final Escape]

but on the other hand this is quite goodv for sui once i have a solid plan ... my hesitation level is very low then..

What u angry about?

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

What u angry about?

my current situation, the past and the future

 

[Final Escape]

my current situation, the past and the future

That tells me nothing lol! I understand if I u don't want to get too personal on this.

 

[samhelloall9]

I'm also find it hard. More so I have no materials, no one to get me any materials. I feel like I may as well be a crippled and confined to my bed/house. Sigh. I'm so sad,

 

[Pointlessabyss]

Eurgh 5:30am last night currently 5:45am tonight yay for me! Sleep deprivation is gonna drive me to CTB before anything else at this rate

 

[lost illusions]

its like im fight/flight modus 24/7

cant sleep


i wished i had this kind of depression were you just sleep 24/7 and lay in bed all day

Call someone

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

i see a psychologist tommorow


its a mix between super anixiety and fear combined with outburst of rages and screaming

 

[lost illusions]

i see a psychologist tommorow


its a mix between super anixiety and fear combined with outburst of rages and screaming

Let me know, ok

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

jesus christ


we really need a helium exit bag megathread where everything is explained into the very last detail in a userfriendly way as soon as possible

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

when i think about it its just straight anixiety

i have trouble breathing now., im kinda hyperventilating for hours now... belly breathing is somehow not possible

my heart feels quite uncomfortable too


if i would get at least a deadly heart attack...but nope

 

[satou]

when i think about it its just straight anixiety

i have trouble breathing now., im kinda hyperventilating for hours now... belly breathing is somehow not possible

my heart feels quite uncomfortable too


if i would get at least a deadly heart attack...but nope

Do you ever dissociate? That's what happens to me when my anxiety reaches a certain threshold. Sometimes I find that enjoyable.

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

Do you ever dissociate? That's what happens to me when my anxiety reaches a certain threshold. Sometimes I find that enjoyable.

what do you mean?

 

[satou]

what do you mean?

When stress makes you feel separated from yourself. As if you are watching yourself and the world becomes distant and somewhat unfamiliar.
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dissociation_(psychology)

 

[couldntthinkofaname]

currently im im laying down in my bed in a fetal position not capable to do or decide anything

just too much stress and anixiety

 

[Tragoedia Vitae]

I'm never really quite at ease inside, no matter how lazy I may seem on the outside. I feel uneasy in my own skin....I wish I could slough off my skin and run around in my bones. This combination of malaise and ennui is just too irritating. I hate my face, my body, everything about me--I wish I was a pencil drawing on a paper so I could viciously erase myself from it and start over. But I also know that no matter how many times I re-draw myself, I'll never be satisfied.

 

[Lra888]

its like im fight/flight modus 24/7

cant sleep


i wished i had this kind of depression were you just sleep 24/7 and lay in bed all day

I have the same. It's hell never being able to relax.