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deathisnear
Experienced
- May 23, 2021
- 284
FUCK this world. Fuck it's rudeness. Fuck it's ungratefulness. Fuck it's ugliness. Fuck it's emptiness.
FUCK Covid. Fuck the lockdowns. Fuck the isolation. Fuck the restrictions. Fuck the masks.
FUCK depression. Fuck anxiety. Fuck my mental illnesses. FUCK LIFE.
The only thing that comforts me is my suicidal thoughts, my suicidal ideation that I am going to turn into reality.
They never lie to me, they are always there for me, they always tell me the truth.
That I want to die. That I need to die. That I will die. By my own hand.
Alot of people think that people who commit suicide "lost the battle" when in fact it's the complete opposite.
When I commit suicide, I WIN. I get to leave this fucked up world, I get the peace I seek.
And make no mistake, I will win. Maybe not today, maybe bot tomorrow, but I WILL WIN. Death is coming for me ... and I'm READY.
FUCK Covid. Fuck the lockdowns. Fuck the isolation. Fuck the restrictions. Fuck the masks.
FUCK depression. Fuck anxiety. Fuck my mental illnesses. FUCK LIFE.
The only thing that comforts me is my suicidal thoughts, my suicidal ideation that I am going to turn into reality.
They never lie to me, they are always there for me, they always tell me the truth.
That I want to die. That I need to die. That I will die. By my own hand.
Alot of people think that people who commit suicide "lost the battle" when in fact it's the complete opposite.
When I commit suicide, I WIN. I get to leave this fucked up world, I get the peace I seek.
And make no mistake, I will win. Maybe not today, maybe bot tomorrow, but I WILL WIN. Death is coming for me ... and I'm READY.