punkarmadillo
Member
- Jan 18, 2023
- 50
I'm desperate to CTB it's been over for years but I cannot seem to find a fail safe option that is available to me and affordable. I have a child and a husband so it can't be in the house. Weapons are unavailable, I can't find a source of SN and everything else would need to be in place prior due to not wanting it around my family. Unfortunately it seems my SI is strong. I live on the coast at a spot many folk have accidentally and intentionally passed in the sea but I have stood at high tide and not managed to go swim. I can't seem to jump, again SI is irritatingly strong I also would rather not use methods that traumatise anyone else or put others at risk.
all I know is it can't fail and I need out. Not a good mix When I can't seem to find an available method.
all I know is it can't fail and I need out. Not a good mix When I can't seem to find an available method.