Frustrated with SI

[StoicPizza]

Will not post sob story. Just exhausted. Exhausted with trying to live. Exhausted with trying to die. Partial fails. Ligature strangulation fails. Not keen on risking OD. Pretty much on the verge of passing out, my body fights and undoes whatever set up was prepared. I keep reminding myself I need to accomplish CTB before things inevitably get worse. And I still can't successfully