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i am so good at not being very good its crazy
- May 6, 2023
- 23
it's so frustrating to be in a world where every day people who want to live are killed through car crashes and shootings and accidents and a billion different things, and yet ive lived 20+ years without a single damn thing happening to me. when i was in high school i wished so badly to die in a school shooting and it never happened, and instead of me children who had a future ahead of them were killed indiscriminately. i wish i could make my wish for death useful and take it upon myself someone else's death, to save at least one person, if that makes sense. but instead that all happens to people who probably want to keep living, meanwhile the only way to relieve my pain is to make other people hurt and to die a useless death. it's all so frustrating.
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