Neverod
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- Aug 8, 2019
- 150
Around mid October of this year the only person i consider my friend would have a birthday party, and ofc i got invited, i didn't have the energy to do anything since July, so i told the organizers i would think about it.
The day arrived, so i went, tired but went, to my surprise, when i get to the house there was no party, only my friend painting his nails chatting with his brother, i left disappointed. I went for a walk, and around 45 minutes later i found the organizers eating and having a laugh, they called me so i got closer, told them about the time and asked about the party, their response was: "Everyone arrives late, so we went for a walk in the meanwhile". I didn't knew what to say, so i just gave them the "fee" or the money asked for to buy a cake, decorations and some gifts, the fee was 1.50$, nothing big, and left.
I went to drink until midnight and collapsed on my bed, everyone asked why i didn't go, i didn't respond, that got me angry, pretty angry, you can't go to a birthday party of a friend of yours in the time we all agreed on because you are too busy eating, going to another party or god knows what... and they were eveng mocking her in the whatsapp chat because she goes to a group where they help each other and show support.
This saturday i went to eat with an acquaintance that went to the party, and told me i was the only one who gave the 1.50$ for the cake and everything else, we were 8 people in total.
None of them, not even that acquaintance gave the damn 1.50$ because: "If no one else gave it, why should i?" he said. Most of them work, others study, others stay in their family's house doing nothing, but you can't give a fucking dollar fifty cents? I didn't had shit, but i worked some hours to get that money. My friend isn't a bad person either, she even let one of them sleep in her house and cooks for her, not even that person could give that little money...
Some minutes ago i got invited by those stingy to do several activities, hiking, partying, go out and eat and so, but my friend didn't got invited to do any of that.
I don't know how to feel, what to do, am i wrong for hating them? That's just pushing me to the edge, making me wish more and more to leave this place.
The day arrived, so i went, tired but went, to my surprise, when i get to the house there was no party, only my friend painting his nails chatting with his brother, i left disappointed. I went for a walk, and around 45 minutes later i found the organizers eating and having a laugh, they called me so i got closer, told them about the time and asked about the party, their response was: "Everyone arrives late, so we went for a walk in the meanwhile". I didn't knew what to say, so i just gave them the "fee" or the money asked for to buy a cake, decorations and some gifts, the fee was 1.50$, nothing big, and left.
I went to drink until midnight and collapsed on my bed, everyone asked why i didn't go, i didn't respond, that got me angry, pretty angry, you can't go to a birthday party of a friend of yours in the time we all agreed on because you are too busy eating, going to another party or god knows what... and they were eveng mocking her in the whatsapp chat because she goes to a group where they help each other and show support.
This saturday i went to eat with an acquaintance that went to the party, and told me i was the only one who gave the 1.50$ for the cake and everything else, we were 8 people in total.
None of them, not even that acquaintance gave the damn 1.50$ because: "If no one else gave it, why should i?" he said. Most of them work, others study, others stay in their family's house doing nothing, but you can't give a fucking dollar fifty cents? I didn't had shit, but i worked some hours to get that money. My friend isn't a bad person either, she even let one of them sleep in her house and cooks for her, not even that person could give that little money...
Some minutes ago i got invited by those stingy to do several activities, hiking, partying, go out and eat and so, but my friend didn't got invited to do any of that.
I don't know how to feel, what to do, am i wrong for hating them? That's just pushing me to the edge, making me wish more and more to leave this place.
