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Empty and hollow
- Aug 3, 2020
- 357
It all started with 3 hours of sleep and a triggering nightmare, which I barely got over.
But that's where fun just starts. During the day my mother made 2 comments on my appearance which lowered my self-esteem even further into hating myself.
That's not even it, now I'm being shitted over by my gf for getting a soda which she never tried and trying it myself.
I've been clean from SH for around two months, but it's time to get back to cutting myself. I wish I just never woke up this morning. I wish I had the courage to end myself already.
But that's where fun just starts. During the day my mother made 2 comments on my appearance which lowered my self-esteem even further into hating myself.
That's not even it, now I'm being shitted over by my gf for getting a soda which she never tried and trying it myself.
I've been clean from SH for around two months, but it's time to get back to cutting myself. I wish I just never woke up this morning. I wish I had the courage to end myself already.