Darkhaven

Darkhaven

All i have left is memories
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
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dunno..find it hard to believe contracting corona virus alone would push someone to ctb. there must be more to it. maybe he was already suicidal. getting the virus was the last straw.
 
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Blutsager

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Mar 11, 2020
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dunno..find it hard to believe contracting corona virus alone would push someone to ctb. there must be more to it. maybe he was already suicidal. getting the virus was the last straw.

I mean, honestly, I have never been diagnosed with depression, and at least for now I am in a quite positive situation, economically, emotinoally and all, and yet I do have my bag of SN on a drawer, and should it come to it, if I develop the nasty symptoms where I feel like I ain't gonna make it I sure as hell gonna take a sip.
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
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I mean, honestly, I have never been diagnosed with depression, and at least for now I am in a quite positive situation, economically, emotinoally and all, and yet I do have my bag of SN on a drawer, and should it come to it, if I develop the nasty symptoms where I feel like I ain't gonna make it I sure as hell gonna take a sip.

glad to hear you are in a positive state. what drove you to get a hold of SN if things are going well for you? were you suicidal before?
 
faust

faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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Did you notice how openly the press started talking about suicides?
I wonder if it is a good sign or a bad sign to the idea of making the world pro-choice...
 
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
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Nice idea actually. Getting coronavirus would be a good excuse to ctb, so others won't judge you as much
 
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faust

lost among the stars
Jan 26, 2020
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Nice idea actually. Getting coronavirus would be a good excuse to ctb, so others won't judge you as much
True, if I get coronavirus, I wash away all the responsibility from me. And some will say "I cared about others and did not want to make anybody else ill"
 
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Blutsager

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Mar 11, 2020
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glad to hear you are in a positive state. what drove you to get a hold of SN if things are going well for you? were you suicidal before?

Oh no, I had never considered suicide before.

Yeah, for now I would say things are going well for me. Can work from home. Are cozy at my home with my mom. I am very anti-social so used to the isolation. All things considered I guess I am fine today.

It's just that I am certain horrible nightmares lie ahead of me. Mass starvation. Violence. Horrible deaths. I may be one of them.

So, when things get so bad even my family can't take it anymore and they start dying... I will have an easy way out of it all.
 
enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
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Did you notice how openly the press started talking about suicides?
I wonder if it is a good sign or a bad sign to the idea of making the world pro-choice...

The media are a tool of power, and never resist to weaken our defences to control us through fear and anxiety

I can only imagine that some higher powers are washing their hands about this virus. When you see how they pressure the population around retirement, I can't see them all up there crying about an increased mortality rate on a selective few. The elderlies are an burden in their eyes by these economical times. A sanitary crisis is also an adjustment factor like war could be.
I also notice that the euthanasia right is slowly progressing. The population control may evolve insidiously
 
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faust

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Jan 26, 2020
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The media are a tool of power, and never resist to weaken our defences to control us through fear and anxiety

I can only imagine that some higher state power is washing their hands about this virus. When you see how they pressure the population around retirement, I can't see them all up there crying about an increased mortality rate on a selective few. The elderlies are an burden in their eyes by these economical times. A sanitary crisis is also an adjustment factor like war could be.
I also notice that the euthanasia right is slowly progressing. The population control may evolve insidiously
They are unconsciously advertising suicide and making money from that. I believe people should come to suicide themselves.
 
whereispeace

whereispeace

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He's in a better place. That's for sure.
 
enjolras

enjolras

Dead are useless if not to love the living more
Feb 13, 2020
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Where I live, there is a new housing crisis. There is not enough vacant real estate on the market anymore and the prices are now resuming to skyrocket. The government has passed law to address it, allowing renters to stay longer than contractually obliged against the the will of tenants.
I can see how a sanitary crisis can help to regulate capitalist imbalances, that would be fixed by other catastrophe otherwise.
Whether it be heritage evaporation from recession or else. Soon we could be forced to go cashless, fully digital, because fiduciary money becomes dangerous to exchange hand to hand. Then we're one step closer to be applied negative interest balances on lower bank account balances, expanding to the middle class, to keep the population active and investing instead of saving. There are more value destruction ways than inflation.
I'm only making scenarios, but really just saying that some "heads of state" lobbies won't mind to use the virus as a way out to apply predation to solve broader crisis matters that humanity cycle through periodically.

They are unconsciously advertising suicide and making money from that. I believe people should come to suicide themselves.

Journalists may be incompetent or brainwashed. Most of their bodies are controlled by financial empires nowadays. Quality unbiased information is becoming scarcer. The culture of instant processing and shock is attention seeking and destabilising
Did you notice how openly the press started talking about suicides?
I wonder if it is a good sign or a bad sign to the idea of making the world pro-choice...

My idea is I don't see our societies turning anytime soon pro-choice towards the working population in the prime of life. Rather pro-life or pro-suicide in disguise (when it comes to calling for sacrifices). This part needs to be enslaved and under control at will. Depending on circumstances, less valuable population groups will get it from time to time
Basically, at this point of history, we stand by the animal reign, we are ants that obey an organisation.
We will need to evolve in spirituality and wisdom wholly to achieve the ultimate liberty
 
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FailingAtLife

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Mar 2, 2020
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I mean, honestly, I have never been diagnosed with depression, and at least for now I am in a quite positive situation, economically, emotinoally and all, and yet I do have my bag of SN on a drawer, and should it come to it, if I develop the nasty symptoms where I feel like I ain't gonna make it I sure as hell gonna take a sip.

It sounds like everything has been going well for you and you certainly don't sound like you've ever been "ctb ready", so what prompted you to buy & keep the SN...?
 
a.n.kirillov

a.n.kirillov

velle non discitur
Nov 17, 2019
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It sounds like everything has been going well for you and you certainly don't sound like you've ever been "ctb ready", so what prompted you to buy & keep the SN...?
Vorsicht ist besser als Nachsicht.
Precaution is better than ... Post-caution?
Better safe than sorry.
 
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FailingAtLife

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Mar 2, 2020
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Vorsicht ist besser als Nachsicht.
Precaution is better than ... Post-caution?
Better safe than sorry.

I understand. But to still feel like you need the *precaution* of some SN, when, as you say, you've never been depressed and feel quite +ve (*especially* given the current climate) tells me you must have had *some sort* of traumatic experience with suicidal feelings in the past; friends or family, for example.

I think many/most people on this forum (certainly myself) entertain the *notion* of suicide - or, more precisely I'd guess: NO LONGER WANTING TO EXIST ON THIS MORTAL PLANE. (Didn't mean to yell, but rich text is suddenly disabled for some reason...! :o/)

... But I'd guess far fewer people would go to the lengths of actually *acquiring* a ctb solution for possible use at some time in the future. The survival instinct, the fear of the uncertainty/pain of death, the effect on those left behind; they're all very sobering factors.

As such, I think most of us end up NOT ctb, but instead come to appreciate the community of like-minded, non-judgemental people to whom we can express the thoughts & feelings that we're unable to IRL...
They are unconsciously advertising suicide and making money from that. I believe people should come to suicide themselves.

I don't live in the USA, so how so...?
 
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