Oh well, Can I ask another question then?
What should I do to improve myself this year?
The answer for your question came out as Tlayectiliztli(Purification).
You will face a change within relationships between you and your loved ones. Those relationships may have left scars on your mind. You may be hurt by your loved ones, though you still love them, because some things are wrong with your current relationships. What you should do is, just don't hide you're hurt because of them. They should know you're not OK. You have nothing to worry about opening up your wounds before their eyes. It may be painful, but since it's necessary, you will see a new light unfolding before you after you managed through the pains.
I'm sorry but you need to make your question more detailed. Like, who is 'she' you're talking about? And why do you want to know if she's really 'there'- near you or somewhere?
¿What do I need to be free of anxiety and fear?
The answer for your question came out as Chicuei Yollotl(Eight of Hearts).
It's best for you to remember that there's no bird flying without wounds. None of us humans can be free from negative events and emotions in our lives, because we're who we are. Like the little pebbles in the seashore can't dodge from weathering by waves- it's because they're who they are. Pebbles in the seashore. Yet the pains can't stop us from solving the riddles of our lives. Neither can they prevent birds from flying, nor could they smash just one pebble. Only by admitting this will you be able to see your life's path more clearly. (It's somewhat an irony, isn't it?)
Will the suffering ever end
I slightly modified your question to "What can I do to end my suffering(by means other than ctb)?". Your suffering will surely end. The important thing is 'how' it ends.
The answer for your question came out as Tlayectiliztli(Purification). You should admit that some things within your life must face change. The past is the past, toxic relationships(or scars left by them) must be mended... And yet it's not so easy for you to get out of an accumulated clot of pain because it's too large. Don't be afraid to bring up your pain. Just let it face light. Don't hesitate in letting others know you're in pain and you need a lot of hugs. It's difficult, of course. Sometimes it hurts a lot to reveal your charred self than actual pain itself. But please don't kneel before pain and you will surely be met by hearty responses. You'll see a more brighter day, in the end.
How do I find a sense of stability and security?
The answer for your question came out as Hueytlatoani(The Emperor).
Maybe the key lies within yourself, not in others or external affairs. You yourself must be the stable and secure one. You're the one who rules over your life. It's you who make the decision within your life. Don't let others take your seat. Be the captain of your ship.
Where do you see me in 6 months time?
It's highly unlikely for me to actually see you offline. XD
If it's that you want me to know where you should be in 6 months time, you should be more detailed with your question- what's your current situation? And why do you want to know about your whereabouts?
Will I ever be free of what's plaguing me and be truly, genuinely content?
Yes. You will. I'll just see 'how' will you reach your goal.
The answer came out as Nahui Tecpatl(Four of Stone Knives). You need time to reflect of your life. A phase within your life came to an end. You should shift to next one, and in order to do so you just have to think about your life. What events within your life gives you pain? And what kind of life do you want to live? Only by answering these painful questions will you be able to live a different phase of your life.
Is it possible for me to make amends?
The answer for your question came out as Hueychalchihuitl(The Great Jade).
If there's one first-and-foremost person, to whom you should make amends for, it's you yourself. Don't let yourself to be manhandled with other people. Get out of toxic relationship, and turn your eyes to the nature. If you have some artistic talents, don't let it just rot and use it to express yourself- how you perceive your life, and how you see the world surrounding yourself. You should cherish yourself more than any others.
Hi,
Al Bielek, the "time traveler" who was part of both the Philadelphia Experiment and the Montauk Project, has said that a dual timeline convergence (whatever that means) happens every twenty years. It is scheduled to happen August 12, 2023 give or take a day or two. Just curious if something comes up for August 11-13, 2023 that might be particularly auspicious. Thanks a bunch
I don't really believe in people like Al Bielek, but anyway I'll see what the days between August 11th-13rd this year would hold for you.
The answer for your question came out as Chicuace Topilli(Six of Staffs). You will achieve a goal then, whatever it be. It would make you be appreciated by your peers and/or colleagues. You will enjoy a great deal of pride and happiness, and you will feel a sense of belonging.
Wish you guys all the best!
I'm so glad to see this thread. I actually had a really scary experience at a "corner store psychic" who said I had a demon attached to me and (of course) needed to pay $2000 for her to "cleanse it" (which I obviously don't have) 
I went into a near-psychotic break believing this for a few days until luckily my therapist was able to talk me down and realize it was a scam preying on my fears and pain for money. I'm really grateful that there are folks like you out there who are doing helpful, meaningful divination work to support and empower others through their pain 
thank you!
