Rational man
Enlightened
- Oct 19, 2021
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Forgiving my abusers!.
I wanted to share my thoughts because i think it may help some people living here who are scarred and tormented by their abused past. I wanted to say that i wished avengence on my family for abusing me, for abandoning me and also stealing money from me. You dont expect your Mother and Brother to secretly filter 10k ..Well they did it indirectly. The money doesn't matter but its the bad intention that hurt, the bullying, emotional blackmail and beatings that stick in my head.
I knew that unless.i was able to forgive them i would carry their toxic energy until i die. I believe karma will deal with my brother. My mother died in her own filth and my disowned brother has apparently become aggressive to everyone. I needed to let go to reduce the pain and i did by disowning my family..Though very ill now, i have been able to live and found love for a few Years without holding the intensive toxic memo of my abusive past.
I wish you kindness wherever your life path takes you.
I wanted to share my thoughts because i think it may help some people living here who are scarred and tormented by their abused past. I wanted to say that i wished avengence on my family for abusing me, for abandoning me and also stealing money from me. You dont expect your Mother and Brother to secretly filter 10k ..Well they did it indirectly. The money doesn't matter but its the bad intention that hurt, the bullying, emotional blackmail and beatings that stick in my head.
I knew that unless.i was able to forgive them i would carry their toxic energy until i die. I believe karma will deal with my brother. My mother died in her own filth and my disowned brother has apparently become aggressive to everyone. I needed to let go to reduce the pain and i did by disowning my family..Though very ill now, i have been able to live and found love for a few Years without holding the intensive toxic memo of my abusive past.
I wish you kindness wherever your life path takes you.
