Venting Forecast: Cloudy with a Chance of Tears

[SimplyTopHat]

I could probably think of similes or metaphors to describe how I feel in some elaborate way, but I'm not in the mood. My mind is "cloudy," crowded, and I spend my days actively trying to distract myself from the fact that I hate myself.

Stringing together consecutive positivity from others just to get through the day. I feel like a leech. I struggle to speak up about how I feel &when I do, I feel horrible for having said anything. Ugh.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Sounds like you just need someone to listen to you. Well, your are definitely in the right place. People here usually do not judge or belittle your situation or words, so feel free to vent away. Also, you can PM or start a chat with a member you feel comfortable talking to. Just set boundaries with them and do not cross those lines and you will be fine. Hope this helps a tiny bit.

 

[faust]

I am sorry you experience this..
What/Who does usually help you live another day? Others?

 

[SimplyTopHat]

Sounds like you just need someone to listen to you. Well, your are definitely in the right place. People here usually do not judge or belittle your situation or words, so feel free to vent away. Also, you can PM or start a chat with a member you feel comfortable talking to. Just set boundaries with them and do not cross those lines and you will be fine. Hope this helps a tiny bit.

Thanks, I appreciate the advice. Problem is I talk too much, just not about the shit that matters. &yeah, that's why I'm glad this place exists, it's easier to be, here.

I am sorry you experience this..
What/Who does usually help you live another day? Others?

Others typically, but that's also the problem. They can't fix me, I'm not their problem.

 

[autumnal]

Not much help, but your thread title totally reminded me of this...

 

[SimplyTopHat]

Not much help, but your thread title totally reminded me of this...

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Thank you for taking the time, I appreciate the gesture.