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deathLiberation

deathLiberation

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Oct 31, 2021
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Some food for thought with a more "science" perspective aka The usual Psychogenic Death

Now what i am searching for is a process of forcing a natural death. And actually searching for spiritual, alternative, occult ways of doing it.

My suicide tendencies come from the fact that i am highly red pilled and i believe this existence to be a complete lie.
I also believe powerful people have access to secret information that was collected over the years that keep the common folk ignorant of the actual truth.

The folks who Astral Project, say they see their bodies while floeating in spirit and wtv, and talk about how consciouness lives after you die. That is something I DO NOT WANT. When i die, i just want to rest, it´s the whole purpose. To just be nothing, stop feeling, stop thinking, stop everything, just rest like when we are sleeping without dreaming (that´s the closest i can think of actual rest).

When i feel i can have an option to die without pain, i feel happy. I feel at rest when i think i could just lie down, close my eyes and done.

There must be a way! Animals do this. Get into a hole and stay there, not eating or anything, just slowly dying.

It´s ironic that the thing most interesting to me, that makes me feel more alive, is actually finding the natural process of ending my life.

I thought about the tibetian book of the dead but it´s more of a "getting ready to die".

Any resources? Occult, Alien related stuff?

Here is a maybe funny practice:
Here are the crude steps to my practice of dying. I hope to refine them as I learn more about how other people do it and the reasons why.

  1. I laid down on my bed but didn't get under the blankets. I didn't want there to be a barrier between me and the people who would be huddled around me in my last moments.
  2. With my last words, I expressed why I was grateful for each person who loved me enough to be by my side.
  3. I let my arms loosely fall with my palms facing up, much like shavasana (corpse pose) in Yoga.
  4. My feet flopped open, I unclenched my jaw, and my mouth hung open.
  5. I closed my eyes and put in ear plugs. This was to simulate a lack of awareness of the physical world and to intensify my responsiveness to the mental world.
  6. I got lost in thoughts about the future and how the people I love might experience it. I couldn't justify reflecting on myself or my past because all those things would be irrelevant soon. It was more peaceful and gratifying to think about everyone else.
  7. I breathed at a natural pace instead of trying to force harmony through an intentional pattern.
  8. And then I saw myself gradually losing consciousness until I was no longer part of this world.
 
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