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Makes me consider jumping instead even though it's really scary,
 
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I was considering partial but I'd mostly like fail.. wish I knew how people succeed :/
 
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Commit to the act. Wear kneepads.
 
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Makes me consider jumping instead even though it's really scary,

You have to know yourself very well. Ask yourself honestly what you are capable of doing.
Ask yourself honestly if you are NOT capable of doing something. Most of the things people do,
I am not able to do. Just because others do something does not mean you too can do it.
 
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You have to know yourself very well. Ask yourself honestly what you are capable of doing.
Ask yourself honestly if you are NOT capable of doing something. Most of the things people do,
I am not able to do. Just because others do something does not mean you too can do it.
This is a good point and very true.. I wish I could do partial.. SN it is but I don't think I'll ever get it
 
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I just can't with the possible brain damage thing, too scary for me
 
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I want the least unpleasant way. All of these ways are so vile. It's too morbid and horrible to do most things people do. Hanging does not seem at all as if it's something I could stand to do. Yet look at all the people, some rich and famous and beautiful, who hang themselves. How do they manage it? I know if I even started to do it I would back out of it at the last second...

I'm not physically brave at all.
 
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I agree! And there's a lot of young people I've read that have hung themselves. Very young. I just can't fathom it. It's too scary.. I guess you have to be really desperate? I don't know.. I wish I could
 
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And there's a lot of young people I've read that have hung themselves. Very young.
Children do it. How in the world! I honestly feel like I'm in a horror show sometimes in this life when I hear so much of this going on.
 
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Children do it. How in the world! I honestly feel like I'm in a horror show sometimes in this life when I hear so much of this going on.
Yes, children have done! It baffles me! I've went through a good bit of the guide and I'm like how. Some people seem to do it on a whim too
 
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My other problem is that I fail at knots
 
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I just can't with the possible brain damage thing, too scary for me

same for the nitrogen method. I have a place I can jump from with 0% of survival.

I just cant take the risk even though jumping is so much scarier.

Btw ive tried many times to pass out while patial hanging and it just doesnt work. Does having a thick muscular neck fuck it up?
 
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Commit to the act. Wear kneepads.
If I did it I would sit suspended.
You have to know yourself very well. Ask yourself honestly what you are capable of doing.
Ask yourself honestly if you are NOT capable of doing something. Most of the things people do,
I am not able to do. Just because others do something does not mean you too can do it.
I've stood at two bridges and froze.
I just can't with the possible brain damage thing, too scary for me
Living alone would be perfect since it wouldn't matter if you became brain damaged. You'd still die.
I want the least unpleasant way. All of these ways are so vile. It's too morbid and horrible to do most things people do. Hanging does not seem at all as if it's something I could stand to do. Yet look at all the people, some rich and famous and beautiful, who hang themselves. How do they manage it? I know if I even started to do it I would back out of it at the last second...

I'm not physically brave at all.
My si doesn't kick in for hanging.
I agree! And there's a lot of young people I've read that have hung themselves. Very young. I just can't fathom it. It's too scary.. I guess you have to be really desperate? I don't know.. I wish I could
I don't see how hanging is scary at all. Full I could see but not partial.
same for the nitrogen method. I have a place I can jump from with 0% of survival.

I just cant take the risk even though jumping is so much scarier.

Btw ive tried many times to pass out while patial hanging and it just doesnt work. Does having a thick muscular neck fuck it up?
If it's 0 percent survival, there's no risk. Did you kneel or what when doing partial?
 
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If I did it I would sit suspended.

I've stood at two bridges and froze.

Living alone would be perfect since it wouldn't matter if you became brain damaged. You'd still die.

My si doesn't kick in for hanging.

I don't see how hanging is scary at all. Full I could see but not partial.

If it's 0 percent survival, there's no risk. Did you kneel or what when doing partial?
Have you been practising?
 
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If it's 0 percent survival, there's no risk. Did you kneel or what when doing partial?

How can hanging be 0% survival? Shit can happen like being discovered/the rope support breaking/dislodging of rope while struggling.
 
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Have you been practising?
A couple times. I can't practice like I want because once you black out you're not in control anymore and there's no real good place in my room to simulate the bathroom in the hotel.
How can hanging be 0% survival? Shit can happen like being discovered/the rope support breaking/dislodging of rope while struggling.
You were talking about the bridge....
 
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Cakes

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A couple times. I can't practice like I want because once you black out you're not in control anymore and there's no real good place in my room to simulate the bathroom in the hotel.

You were talking about the bridge....
How do you practise? Wish I had the guts to even practise tbh
 
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How do you practise? Wish I had the guts to even practise tbh
I don't know how to describe it. You could end up getting hurt. I didn't black out but I noticed I got really tired. My method wasn't like trying partial for real.
 
Kramer

Kramer

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Gosh, how do people manage it?! Hope you're okay
I'm fine. Full suspension would work but i'd have to do it in public. I could find a forest but a hiker could discover me.

I think i'll have to jump but it's scary. Sn wouldn't work because I wouldn't be able to get the meds. The methods available are trash.
 
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I'm fine. Full suspension would work but i'd have to do it in public. I could find a forest but a hiker could discover me.

I think i'll have to jump but it's scary. Sn wouldn't work because I wouldn't be able to get the meds. The methods available are trash.
Jumping is scary yeah .. man I hate this
 
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