Venting For the world I live in

[CuriousAboutThis]

For the world I live in,
Is truly broken,
For how shall I live,
With empty dreams,
And a life full of misery,
Take away the pain,
Take away the fear,
Take away the life,
Of my own making,
I sing this song,
For however long,
Until I cry or until I die,
Where is this happiness,
For I do not know,
How I shall go,

For the world I know,
It comes and goes,
As it please,
To displease me,
To make me suffer,
In all forms of misery,
When this comes to an end,
I pray for life,
Or I pray for death,
How shall I go,
I do not know,
For the world I live in,
Is truly broken,
Within my mind,
Within my body,
Within my soul,
For if I have one,
What can I do,
From a suicidal,
Point of view?

These questions linger,
Inside my mind,
On a daily basis,
For what can I do,
But only cry,
Or wish to die,
Someone take away the pain,
And misery,
You would be,
Doing me a favor,
Now I know that may not be true,
For someone else who truly,
Cares about me,
But I am sorry for I still,
Want to live,
But also want to die,

For the world I live in is truly broken,
Now this is not the end but it should be,
Find me if you please,
So I can end my suffering,
Because we know,
That I am broken,
However strong,
However weak,
However creative,
For this life is not good for me,
Just take me away to heaven,
If you please,
Otherwise just annihilate me,
For the world I live in is truly broken,
We destroyed ourselves whatever there is for me,
I do not know how shall I go,
But just take me away from all this misery,
That we created for each other on this earth,
We all experienced heaven and hell within the mind, within the body, and on this earth,
Within this universe just let me die,
So I don't have to cry anymore,
Just let me go.

 

[sif]

Did you write that? It's horrible you are feeling like that but so nice that you have been able to express yourself here. I wish I could adequately describe how relatable this was, very nice you are skilled.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Did you write that? It's horrible you are feeling like that but so nice that you have been able to express yourself here. I wish I could adequately describe how relatable this was, very nice you are skilled.

Yeah art and poetry I am not the best but it is one of the things more or less that prevents me other than family and friends from CTB and of course cowardice, fear, pain, and survival instincts. I only did a suicide attempt once and still have suicidal thoughts due to genetics and mental reasons and of course other people.

 

[sif]

Yeah art and poetry I am not the best but it is one of the things more or less that prevents me other than family and friends from CTB and of course cowardice, fear, pain, and survival instincts. I only did a suicide attempt once and still have suicidal thoughts due to genetics and mental reasons and of course other people.

Sorry about that, well you've come to the right place. I loved that poem anyway, I'm no poet but I know it's really nice to be able to express yourself. Do you think you'll leave behind some poems when you go?

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

Sorry about that, well you've come to the right place. I loved that poem anyway, I'm no poet but I know it's really nice to be able to express yourself. Do you think you'll leave behind some poems when you go?

I'm not certain maybe that would be a good thought for as long as it remains here I might write down this on a journal or just have someone write down so they can have it as a momento or something like that. Or you can write down too if you like it.

 

[sif]

I'm not certain maybe that would be a good thought for as long as it remains here I might write down this on a journal or just have someone write down so they can have it as a momento or something like that. Or you can write down too if you like it.

I wondered if you would be interested in sharing your expression widely, honestly I'm not invested in poetry myself but I appreciated and loved reading it. It's important we express ourselves because very few of us feel like what we have to say is worth it, but it is. Keep writing!! Maybe you could post more of your poems here yes.

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

I wondered if you would be interested in sharing your expression widely, honestly I'm not invested in poetry myself but I appreciated and loved reading it. It's important we express ourselves because very few of us feel like what we have to say is worth it, but it is. Keep writing!! Maybe you could post more of your poems here yes.

Yeah I'll keep doing that at some point.