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All_is_in_vanity
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- Jan 9, 2023
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I want to die 24/7 because of efilism, and I'm always depressed and I'm constant mental pain and anguis because of efilism. What do I do?
So I'm supposed to stay sad and want to commit suicide 24/7There's nothing to do. Depression and suicidal ideation stem from a correct assessment of the reality we live in.
So there isn't anything I can do? Great.I wouldn't say I want to die because of efilism, but vice versa: I'm an efilist because I want to die. My life is/has been terrible, so I want life to stop completely so that kind of suffering (or worse) doesn't recur. Though I like to think that I would still be an efilist even if my life were good, because the suffering in others' lives is always bad regardless.
Try to distract yourself with activities and such. You can also resort to meds if nothing else works.So I'm supposed to stay sad and want to commit suicide 24/7
I actually figured it out. I'm American, and I'm 18. I can just put money away for a fire arm and kill myself wheneverTry to distract yourself with activities and such. You can also resort to meds if nothing else works.
So you don't have any suggestions tho? That's fine honestly, I figured out my problem. Guns. Gotta love the second amendmentI'm Efilist too, not because I read about it and agreed it's more so the fact that I was already suicidal and thinking life was pointless and discovered Nihilism which is exactly what my feelings were, I then discovered Antinatalism which I also agreed with then Efilism which is like the two combined.
I also wanted to mention I'm not efilist. I don't disagree with the idea, yea life shouldn't exist, but efilism isn't a philosophy anymore, it's a delusional movement trying To fight for a nigh Impossible goal. They've become to optimistic. That's why I like suicide and found comfort in guns, because that guarantees death. Living for a goal I don't even think is possible? Stupid.I'm Efilist too, not because I read about it and agreed it's more so the fact that I was already suicidal and thinking life was pointless and discovered Nihilism which is exactly what my feelings were, I then discovered Antinatalism which I also agreed with then Efilism which is like the two combined.
It didn't make me any more suicidal it just confirmed to me that life really is pointless, I'd already thought that way because I realized there's people living with lifelong injuries they'll never recover from like being braindamaged or wheelchair bound and will suffer all that time unless they die.I actually figured it out. I'm American, and I'm 18. I can just put money away for a fire arm and kill myself whenever
So you don't have any suggestions tho? That's fine honestly, I figured out my problem. Guns. Gotta love the second amendment
I also wanted to mention I'm not efilist. I don't disagree with the idea, yea life shouldn't exist, but efilism isn't a philosophy anymore, it's a delusional movement trying To fight for a nigh Impossible goal. They've become to optimistic. That's why I like suicide and found comfort in guns, because that guarantees death. Living for a goal I don't even think is possible? Stupid.
Yea, I became suicidal because I had to accept that life is evil, all of my pleasure and joys in life are wrong and that I would be better off dead.It didn't make me any more suicidal it just confirmed to me that life really is pointless, I'd already thought that way because I realized there's people living with lifelong injuries they'll never recover from like being braindamaged or wheelchair bound and will suffer all that time unless they die.
I don't know if I've read it wrong but are you suicidal because you realize Efilism is true and you wished it wasn't?