Venting For me, the biggest peace I can achieve is death

[ijustwishtodie]

What the title says really. Sure, I may not have tried a lot of things people consider to be peaceful, such as taking psychedelics or being with a loved one but, for me, these things don't really count as I can't really obtain them during my lifetime. However, the one thing that I can obtain is death because it'll come for everyone eventually and it's unlikely that humanity will develop biological immortality during this lifetime to forcefully impose it on me. Even if such a thing were to develop, it's likely that the government would use it as a way of exerting their power instead of letting the masses use it on themselves.. though it's possible they can force biological immortality upon every human as that's just the extent of which their pro life mindset goes to.

Nonetheless, I still believe that I can reach death without my lifetime being artificially expanded more than it already has. And death is the only peaceful thing I'll ever get.. unless if there's something more peaceful than death I don't know about and something that I can obtain without getting caught by family. I don't believe such a thing exists though or that, if it did exist, it'd justify me having to work harder than others to compensate for me having autism and no social skills.

For me, death is truly the most peaceful thing I can ever get and I'm so happy that my human body has an off switch

 

[FuneralCry]

To me death certainly is the only peace, I believe death to be nothing more than an dreamless and eternal sleep where all is finally forgotten about, in my case I'd certainly always prefer to not exist no matter what, I've always found comfort in the thought of eternal nothingness. But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

But anyway best wishes, I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for.

I'll find this peace once I'm dead. It sucks that I can't die right now but I'll have to die one day anyway just like the rest of us.. and that brings me some comfort. Being trapped on this earth with no off switch is the ultimate hell

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Non-existence forever is the ultimate bliss to me.

After death is non-existence forever