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WrongGuy47

WrongGuy47

Member
Dec 21, 2020
41
For me money would definitely give me freedom to do the things which I want. Even though I have other things to deal with like emotional pain, pointless of existence but still money would make me want to live longer.

Also I can be depressed in peace and hate myself without having to worry about work
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Money would help me too, I'm a materialistic person so if u could buy myself stuff that would bring me joy then I'd be able to stay here longer
 
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WrongGuy47

WrongGuy47

Member
Dec 21, 2020
41
Money would help me too, I'm a materialistic person so if u could buy myself stuff that would bring me joy then I'd be able to stay here longer
What stuff brings you joy?
 
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Kramer

Kramer

Nervous wreck
Oct 27, 2020
1,398
I could rent a house and be free of other people. My anxiety would drop dramatically
 
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k75

k75

L'appel du Vide
Jun 27, 2019
2,546
I doubt it.

More money would help keep me distracted, because I like to buy things when I'm depressed. But money has nothing to do with why I feel suicidal, so it wouldn't stop me. It would just keep me more comfortable until it's time.

Figures, plushies, art supplies, a lotta stuff.
You seriously sound just like me.
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
733
Oh definitely, It'll solve a lot of problems, but I'm pretty sure I'll still ctb in the end. I'll just fill more "fulfilled" and reassured when I do it.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
It would help some but not much for me. I would much prefer to live in a functioning civilization than have high net worth. It sucks living around barbarians who yell at their television "football! Hoo hoo hoo hoo!" And neglect basic things like pandemic hygiene
 
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Eternal Pessimist

Eternal Pessimist

Student
Oct 16, 2019
184
Money would remove a lot of the anxiety from my life but it wouldn't cure my depression or my general dissatisfaction with life. I guess if I suddenly won the lottery I would pay off my debts and travel the world once the pandemic eases up, but I would still ctb at the end of it. So money would only postpone my suicide.
 
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MYTHoLogic

MYTHoLogic

Psychonaut
Dec 14, 2020
37
It would solve almost everything. Or so I like to believe. If I had enough money for the rest of my life though. I would certainly live it out.
 
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WrongGuy47

WrongGuy47

Member
Dec 21, 2020
41
Money would remove a lot of the anxiety from my life but it wouldn't cure my depression or my general dissatisfaction with life. I guess if I suddenly won the lottery I would pay off my debts and travel the world once the pandemic eases up, but I would still ctb at the end of it. So money would only postpone my suicide.
That's true for me too. I will enjoy few years then I would like to exit
 
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enuff

had enuff
Sep 10, 2020
173
money won't fix my aspergers, anxiety, tinnitus, failing vision, aches & pains, just prolong it all and delay the inevitable :'(
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
1,383
If I had enough to start a new civilization on Mars, maybe.
 
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Bigpink

Warlock
Oct 12, 2020
706
If I had enough money to get a place of my own, following divorce had to move in with ma. I'd be able to thrive possibly.
 
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GarageKarate07

GarageKarate07

Wizard
Aug 18, 2020
666
I could rent a house and be free of other people. My anxiety would drop dramatically
Peace of mind. Im alone right now and I'm scared of what will happen when I run out of money but the peace of mind is great. My bills are minimal but its only going to last so long.
 
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Tired_Tired

Student
Nov 25, 2019
157
I think physically health and lots of money both at least. Money can but something, but not everything. If you so ill, money can help you CTB in Switzerland.
 
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I

I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Yes
 
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Intotheflames

Intotheflames

a stranger in a strange land
Dec 23, 2020
139
In theory yes. I'd move out, have surgery, travel the world, do activities that I only saw from tv or instagram, explore life. But knowing myself, I worry that my current dark mentality would follow me, that I'd still feel lonely even if I was surrounded by others, that I'd still be lost when the night falls. I might not even go make friends, since money can't buy me sense of humor, intelligence, ease
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,155
Money would definitely keep me alive longer. I don't really want to die, but will soon be homeless and I have no illusions that I will be able to survive when that happens due to my age, ongoing health problems, and gender. So I have elected to die while I still have shelter and at my own hands.

I was almost killed once through assault - some claim I did die and I realized at that time that when I die, nothing that I have attained by money can be taken with me. All I will have (if there is such as thing as consciousness after death) are memories.

So while money may keep me alive, I would have no intentions of buying things except for items needed to survive and hopefully get help for my illness. If by some miracle I won a lottery, I would use it to help others in the same situation as me (and to start an animal rescue).

Ha - don't laugh I've already named it in my dreams - Fingers, Feathers, Fins, Paws, and Claws Rescue (or F3PC rescue).

<3
 
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ihavetoleave

ihavetoleave

Member
Dec 28, 2020
89
Money would allow me to not stress about the severe debt I am in, I could fix it. I could try to use money to make amends for some of my mistakes with people in the past, I could help my family out instead of being a burden, I wouldn't need to CTB as I would be able to support myself and have a path forward and add value to the world. I wouldn't need to stress about finding and keeping yet another job I would hate and that would make me want to use drugs to cope with. Money would be the only way forward for me, but it isn't going to happen, no money is going to magically appear. And this is why I am here and I can't fix what I have done.
 
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Pravesh

Student
Oct 19, 2020
129
yes id buy a gf and pay for sex and pay for love and for women to spend time with me.
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
Money wouldn't help me at all
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,876
I'd definitely stick around for a bit longer because money definitely solves some problems. But because it doesn't solve all problems, I'd still ctb eventually, most likely.
 
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issyishere

issyishere

Goodnight and always remember that’s life
Nov 5, 2019
441
I'd definitely stick around for a bit longer because money definitely solves some problems. But because it doesn't solve all problems, I'd still ctb eventually, most likely.
Yep that's how I feel. If the mentality doesn't change I'd most likely be distracted for a bit then come back to the way I always was.
 
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Teal_Blue_Dreams

Teal_Blue_Dreams

Arcanist
Sep 15, 2020
401
i would stay alive to travel the world with the money. maybe i will change my mind in doing that. if not - i will make my final trip to a lovely little place called switzerland.
 
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Gnip

Gnip

Bill the Cat
Oct 10, 2020
621
My Asperger's, severe congenital obstructive sleep apnea, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder and major depressive disorder would not be alleviated in any way with money.
 
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Breadbfra

Breadbfra

Specialist
Jul 16, 2020
396
I am rich in Italy, which means middle class in Norway, or middle upper class in the US.
Being rich has only made my life more miserable.
I had everything, a horse, a huge house, travelling, a mezzacoda piano. Everything they bought me didn't make me happier but gave me more things to be paranoid on. I haven't had an understanding father, my mother works on 1st january, 31, 24 and 25. Working 7/7 16 hours per day. She's tired and getting old (father 70 mother 61, me 21).
We have donated thousands of money, made only plenty of money as presents, helped friends pay bills, fines, everything.
I wish I could help out SS members too.
Nothing fixed my depression.
 
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Daveyjones

Daveyjones

Do you fear death?
Dec 20, 2020
20
I used to think it would, but the more I realized I made my decision to ctb years ago. So no matter the amount of money with or without, or busy or free time, I come back to the same road. It's the only path some of us can see even if we had everything in front of us.
 

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