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eclipsee99
You’re a sky full of stars~
- Nov 20, 2020
- 47
So with all the research into different methods, I'm thinking SN is the way to go. I'd prefer N but it looks next to impossible to purchase
The way I imagined leaving, was first spending the whole day doing things I used to love. Then, when the timings right, I'd go to my one favourite place. Sit staring at the stars, and depart.
In my head, I thought that maybe knowing today will be my last day, I might actually enjoy the things I used to enjoy? Instead of hating everything.
Just be nice to finally feel something. Might still feel nothing when the day comes, but there's no hurt in trying.
Of course, that would mean eating my favourite foods as well. But I've seen people talk about how they've fasted before taking SN. It's not an issue if I can't. Just wondering?
The way I imagined leaving, was first spending the whole day doing things I used to love. Then, when the timings right, I'd go to my one favourite place. Sit staring at the stars, and depart.
In my head, I thought that maybe knowing today will be my last day, I might actually enjoy the things I used to enjoy? Instead of hating everything.
Just be nice to finally feel something. Might still feel nothing when the day comes, but there's no hurt in trying.
Of course, that would mean eating my favourite foods as well. But I've seen people talk about how they've fasted before taking SN. It's not an issue if I can't. Just wondering?