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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
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Hi everyone,

I was close to the Grand Canyon a few days ago again, one of the only places I want to CTB at in this world. It was frustrating because I had flown there internationally and so I did not bring my SN. I was not suicidal at the time of flying there but when I got there I just thought of CTB the entire time. It was very warm so I didn't want to climb around trying to find a good spot for jumping and I didn't want to traumatize others by renting a gun and CTB in a gun range. I didn't have enough time there to order more SN.

I live in Europe. I'm traveling again this or next week to my hometown, not internationally, just normal regional flight from a small airport to another small airport and I want to bring my SN with me as something to comfort me and in case I end up being suicidal there too as I can see myself being okey with suiciding there. I see that while I was gone IC has gone down and it makes me even more worried of losing my SN since I can't really replace it anymore but I honestly don't want to die in this horrible town I currently live in for many complicated reasons and I obviously don't want airport security to take the SN from me or do something bad.

Any advice?
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
I personally wouldn't go into an airport with my SN, i would be scared of being seized by airport security. By train , no problem.
 
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tiny_dancer

tiny_dancer

Student
Aug 23, 2022
136
I wouldn't risk it. Especially if there is no chance of being able to get it again. Wouldn't want to lose something that important, and there's a good chance it would be taken away.
 
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lionetta12

Just a random person
Aug 5, 2022
1,278
I personally wouldn't go into an airport with my SN, i would be scared of being seized by airport security. By train , no problem.
So I should maybe try to get there by train instead?
 
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Never Alive

Never Alive

Death is like the wind, always by my side
Nov 22, 2022
125
yeah by train if possible but you could try it if you have a spare.
 
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pharmacoepia

pharmacoepia

STEM nerd that is pro-CTB. Asmov looks far-out eh?
Apr 9, 2023
105
Airport bomb scanners specifically search for nitrites since these are the most common types of military explosive. Unless you want to stuff it into a faraday cage, try not to get a severe screening by looking suspicious, or just shove it up your anus, I can't think of anything else.

Just don't try to bring it. It's not prohibited, but the airport security will be on edge since they have to deal with explosives and drugs a lot. Expect them to bring out the guns if you bring more than a gram on you.
 
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