Livingvsdying25
Enlightened
- Dec 8, 2019
- 1,188
Have a day be active. Meltdown. Suicidality. Ate just now. Tryna read but it's on my mind. I dunno how to just stayyyy in my living mindset if I chose to stay there like why. I dunno. I just feel small. I try to lift myself. I think im doing ok. I kibda think in failing but, I'm trying I think but I dunno if I'm doing the best job 
... I know often these are flashbacks but I'm not likeeee ok with having intense flashbacks & meltdowns from day to day living.
So again questioning the long term value of living & it makes me dislike myself even more.
... I know often these are flashbacks but I'm not likeeee ok with having intense flashbacks & meltdowns from day to day living.So again questioning the long term value of living & it makes me dislike myself even more.
