Flights are cheap

[Tintypographer]

I've looked at hanging mostly and have almost taken the plane flight to San Francisco to catch an Uber to the Golden gate bridge and step off to land flat after a free fall and hopefully instantly pass out from a brain hemmhorage and die moments later from internal.trauma. flights are super cheap now.

I watch those videos all the time. I'd like to go before the barricade.goes up to stop people.

But I'm a wuss. I worry about my wife and kids even though the family is so screwed up.

I have a totally awesome job, zero debt, a huge house in the suburbs, three healthy kids and a 25 plus year marriage.
My wife is an angry, violent, OCPD, hoarder mean person who continuously degrades all of us and controls everything. I just want the nightmare to.end.


Still a 109 dollar one way flight, hell maybe I'd book it first class. Take the Uber straight there, no stopping and no warming or thinking, step.ober the rail, stand on the chord and step off!

 

[Poptart]

Maybe you dont want to die. Maybe you want a divorce.

 

[Rockman]

Poptart good wrote.

 

[muffin222]

Yes, I agree. Divorce seems like a reasonable solution here

 

[darkhorse256]

I agree with the other posters who suggest a divorce.

But I wish I could take a flight out to be truly alone when I CTB. Problem is that my country has a lockdown and I can't travel so I'm going to be forced to do it here.

 

[Walilamdzi]

Maybe your wife and you need a marriage counsellor? Or divorce like the others are saying?

 

[Suez]

I've looked at hanging mostly and have almost taken the plane flight to San Francisco to catch an Uber to the Golden gate bridge and step off to land flat after a free fall and hopefully instantly pass out from a brain hemmhorage and die moments later from internal.trauma. flights are super cheap now.

I watch those videos all the time. I'd like to go before the barricade.goes up to stop people.

But I'm a wuss. I worry about my wife and kids even though the family is so screwed up.

I have a totally awesome job, zero debt, a huge house in the suburbs, three healthy kids and a 25 plus year marriage.
My wife is an angry, violent, OCPD, hoarder mean person who continuously degrades all of us and controls everything. I just want the nightmare to.end.


Still a 109 dollar one way flight, hell maybe I'd book it first class. Take the Uber straight there, no stopping and no warming or thinking, step.ober the rail, stand on the chord and step off!

Ditch the wife leave and get the life you deserve. Why stay with someone who does not make you happy. You quite clearly not happy with her.

 

[Quarky00]

I have been in an abusive relationship and it pushes you to ctb. It will drive you crazy. It can totally destroy your personality/life and obliterate you. Run away as soon as possible.

I'm aware it's hard when you have a house and kids. And in anyway it's hard when you are stuck in an abusive cycle -- to mentally understand it, gather strength and courage, and break free. It's hard because you're too weak and freaked out to stand on your own (or to stand on your feet alone).