First it was music. Now phone alarms cause me pain

[ringo99]

I made a post last year about how listening to music that I liked before brings back horrible memories of my past. My brain is so fucked up now that it only forms negative associations with things I used to love. So I just stopped listening to music altogether. Turns out that it now extends to alarms too. I have to change my phone alarm every few months to avoid being crippled by the memories. Never wanted to die more.

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really horrible what you are going through, it's certainly so cruel how people have to suffer so much in this existence and I understand why you'd just want to be gone. But anyway best wishes.