Finishing off

[Insertname1]

Finishing off my drinks before I hopefully can ctb, got my rope set up. Can't get the closure I want or tell anyone. Its been a long time coming. Im home alone tonight, so its the best time, havent stopped crying for most of the night, maybe ill join the other greats that have left us like Chester Bennington. I really hope it works tonight

 

[overandout]

Ah best of luck to you. Wish it wasn't such a painful time for you. Been having lots of emotions too as getting closer to my time. Really hope it's peaceful as possible and you finally can find relief and rest from this life of yours.

 

[Insertname1]

Ah best of luck to you. Wish it wasn't such a painful time for you. Been having lots of emotions too as getting closer to my time. Really hope it's peaceful as possible and you finally can find relief and rest from this life of yours.

Thank you. I hope it works and is quick, the closer it gets to your time the more your head is all over the place, I hope you find your peace when your time comes too

 

[overandout]

Thank you. I hope it works and is quick, the closer it gets to your time the more your head is all over the place, I hope you find your peace when your time comes too

Thank you, I see you are in UK too, do you mind sharing what rope you are using and where you got it from?

 

[BPD Barbie]

Good luck on your journey love. I hope things are smooth for you. Sending love

 

[Niirvana]

Love his music. "In the end, it doenst even matters"

 

[Ghost2211]

Safe travels, I hope have a painless swift journey. I'm sorry to hear you won't be able to receive the closure you desire.

 

[Insertname1]

Thank you, I see you are in UK too, do you mind sharing what rope you are using and where you got it from?

Got it from amazon, seems soft enough round the next but not too soft, my hoodie works as enough of a cushion.

Love his music. "In the end, it doenst even matters"

Yea I love his music too, 1 of my all time favourite bands, even have a linkin park tattoo

 

[wanttodie]

good luck

 

[WFJ74]

Have a wonderful journey and a peaceful rest, man!

 

[LastRide]

Good luck and safe travels my friend !

 

[Lilacmoon]

Good luck, farewell. You deserve the peace you crave and I hope you find it.

 

[theguineapigking]

I'm sorry that life has been so cruel to you, and that you weren't able to get the closure you desired.

Just know that it's okay to back out if you change your mind.

If you do attempt, I wish you the best. May you find your peace.

 

[Insertname1]

Need to write the note too, got a fair few things to say in it, things that are important, they probably won't change anything for anyone but its still worth a try though right

 

[theguineapigking]

Need to write the note too, got a fair few things to say in it, things that are important, they probably won't change anything for anyone but its still worth a try though right

How are you now?

 

[Insertname1]

How are you now?

I wrote the note out, and went for it, for some reason I started dry heaving idk why

 

[theguineapigking]

I wrote the note out, and went for it, for some reason I started dry heaving idk why

Oh my gosh. That sounds horrible. I'm so sorry. Are you still trying?

 

[Insertname1]

Oh my gosh. That sounds horrible. I'm so sorry. Are you still trying?

I took a break for a few minutes, gonna try again though
I just tried again, and felt myself slowly blacking out, gotta say, that's gonna be the longest few seconds of my life, gonna have a cig and a drink then give it another go,

 

[Spitfire]

Thinking of you.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Safe travels. Hope you find peace.

 

[Insertname1]

Gonna chicken out for tonight dunno why can't do it

 

[Spitfire]

You tried and have more experience with it now for next time when ready. It is good to hear back from you either way though.

 

[kqlysrsly]

Gonna chicken out for tonight dunno why can't do it

Its because you wanna live

 

[Ghost2211]

I'm sorry it didn't work out how you desired.

 

[Spitfire]

Its because you wanna live

Are you telling him how he feels? You can not possibly know that for him.

 

[nitroautnz]

Im sorry that you couldn't get the peace you where looking for.

 

[OnlyTheWind]

At least you tried and know what to expect when your time does come. Maybe there is something you've forgotten to do and this is your opportunity?

 

[Meditation guide]

Its because you wanna live

Obviously he does not want to live.

 

[Daniel905]

Obviously he does not want to live.

Meditation is a practice where an individual uses a technique – such as mindfulness, or focusing the mind on a particular object, thought, or activity – to train attention and awareness, and achieve a mentally clear and emotionally calm and stable state.

Can you see the irony in your name?

 

[Spitfire]

How are you feeling today man?