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So, a few days ago, I asked here if someone could help me with knowing if my SN was legit.

I finaly did the test for myself, but only the blood test, following Vizzy's guide. It looks very concluant ! My blood turned darker immediatly. Now that I am writing that, it is all dark.

I have three questions now if someone is willing to help me :

1. I know it is better to also do the aquarium test but shouldn't that already be a very good sign ? Is it really necessary to do the aquarium test when the blood test is very concluant ?

2. My SN is not very powdery, there are kind of "blocks" into it. Like conglomerates or something like that. Is it normal ?

3. Now that I have opened the bottle and knowing that I am not planning to use it immediatly, is there any precaution I should take ?


I know I could maybe find the infos in various threads. But if anyone has the knowledge and patience to help me there, it is always welcome :hug:

P.S : I have SN from Poland. I'm not sure I am allowed to give more infos directly here. I am not really at peace with the idea of giving away my source BUT if anyone is suspecting to have the same SN as mine and has not tested it yet, we can exchange the name of the brand so that you know that the blood test is concluant. If that make sense ?

P.S.2 : Sorry, my english is getting worse, I am tired.

Thanks everyone <3
Careful : Venting


Ok and know I am trying to calm down. If there is one thing I learnt on Sasu is to NOT act on an impulse.

But I'm contemplating the bottle, just right now, on my desk. I just want to put my spoon into it and eat it and that's all. Very bad idea, I know. But I feel I am not able to plan anything. Like for everything in my life. I can't move with my life, I can't move with my death. I am just fuckin stuck.

I feel like I could only ctb on an impulse. But I can't now. I have to make things done. Which I am completely unabled to do.

Sorry, just venting.

I have a huge internal conflict that I can't talk to anyone to. I hate myself.
EDIT : oops, thought that if I "replied" to my previous post, it would create a separate one. Now I have just made a longer post, that goes in all directions. Sorry -_-
 
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Hi.
The blood test sounds like good result but you should also do the aquarium test strip to see
"how good" it is. SN should be 95%+ to be effective.
As far as the SN being clumps or blocks, that's normal.
You should seal it back up as tight as possible & store it in a cool, dark place. It's a fairly stable substance so it should be good for some time.
But you need to do the aquarium test strip test to be sure it's 95%+.
I hope this helps you ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
 
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Thanks a lot for your answer ! When you speak about sealing it back up as tight as possible, you mean just close it as strong as i can or should i do some "vacum" or anything ?

Also, I have roomates so I have no other solutions than storing it in my bedroom. It is in a dark place but not so cool...

I will try to gather the energy to read more about the aquarium test and to order the products.

Thanks a lot ๐Ÿ™
 
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Thanks a lot for your answer ! When you speak about sealing it back up as tight as possible, you mean just close it as strong as i can or should i do some "vacum" or anything ?

Also, I have roomates so I have no other solutions than storing it in my bedroom. It is in a dark place but not so cool...

I will try to gather the energy to read more about the aquarium test and to order the products.

Thanks a lot ๐Ÿ™
I mean if it came in a jar just put the lid back on tight. If in a baggie get as much air out of the package as possible & maybe put a second bag over it. Don't break up the clumps. Put it in a place that is darkened & cool temp.
For the aquarium test you order aquarium test strips that test for nitrites & nitrates. There is a preferred brand but I don't remember the brand. If you look thru the SN megathreads you'll find it.๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
 
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I mean if it came in a jar just put the lid back on tight. If in a baggie get as much air out of the package as possible & maybe put a second bag over it. Don't break up the clumps. Put it in a place that is darkened & cool temp.
For the aquarium test you order aquarium test strips that test for nitrites & nitrates. There is a preferred brand but I don't remember the brand. If you look thru the SN megathreads you'll find it.๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
Ok, thanks again for your help <3
 
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Thanks a lot for your answer ! When you speak about sealing it back up as tight as possible, you mean just close it as strong as i can or should i do some "vacum" or anything ?

Also, I have roomates so I have no other solutions than storing it in my bedroom. It is in a dark place but not so cool...

I will try to gather the energy to read more about the aquarium test and to order the products.

Thanks a lot ๐Ÿ™
Just close it as tight as you can.
There are 2 "enemies", Light & heat. Keep it away from both & you'll be ok. SN is a pretty stable substance if stored correctly.
Let me know if I can be of any more help to you! ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
 
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Let me know if I can be of any more help to you
Well in fact you maybe could... But I'm hope I am not asking for too much,..
I posted that but had no answer. Maybe it is something you know ? I can also just find out by myself or wait for answers. You've already been a great help ๐Ÿ™
 
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Well in fact you maybe could... But I'm hope I am not asking for too much,..
I posted that but had no answer. Maybe it is something you know ? I can also just find out by myself or wait for answers. You've already been a great help ๐Ÿ™
Let me look it up in one of my books.
Well in fact you maybe could... But I'm hope I am not asking for too much,..
I posted that but had no answer. Maybe it is something you know ? I can also just find out by myself or wait for answers. You've already been a great help ๐Ÿ™
Ok, so sodium nitrite is NaN O2.
Sodium nitrate is NaN O2.
I think you want to get aquarium test strips that test for both, nitrites & nitrates.
As SN oxygenates it turns to nitrates which can make you sick. I hope this info is useful ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
Well in fact you maybe could... But I'm hope I am not asking for too much,..
I posted that but had no answer. Maybe it is something you know ? I can also just find out by myself or wait for answers. You've already been a great help ๐Ÿ™
Ok, so sodium nitrite is NaN O2.
Sodium nitrate is NaN O3.
I think you want to get aquarium test strips that test for both, nitrites & nitrates.
As SN oxygenates it turns to nitrates which can make you sick. I hope this info is useful ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
 
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Let me look it up in one of my books.

Ok, so sodium nitrite is NaN O2.
Sodium nitrate is NaN O2.
I think you want to get aquarium test strips that test for both, nitrites & nitrates.
As SN oxygenates it turns to nitrates which can make you sick. I hope this info is useful ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”

Ok, so sodium nitrite is NaN O2.
Sodium nitrate is NaN O3.
I think you want to get aquarium test strips that test for both, nitrites & nitrates.
As SN oxygenates it turns to nitrates which can make you sick. I hope this info is useful ๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
Thanks a lot. I will try to finaly find what I need...
 
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Okay, so I dug around the forum.
The brand of aquarium test strips frequently recommended is
"Bartovation" brand๐ŸŒน๐Ÿ’”
 
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