Cunanan77
One of life's tragedies
- Aug 2, 2022
- 27
Hi,
I haven't posted anything since 2022 when i was struggling really bad, i ended up at an asylum for the third time in my life
It wasn't easy, i got hooked on benzos to deal with the anxiety of being around others , after that a group home for another year, still on benzos
It's now 2024 and i've been taking the benzodiazepine pyrazolam 3mg for about a 1.5 years
Now a second struggle and maybe the hardest will begin; which is quitting benzos after more than a year of daily use
I don't feel comfortable in my new setting i hope it get's better, once i'm ready ill begin tapering, which again will be the worst thing i've done yet
I haven't posted anything since 2022 when i was struggling really bad, i ended up at an asylum for the third time in my life
It wasn't easy, i got hooked on benzos to deal with the anxiety of being around others , after that a group home for another year, still on benzos
It's now 2024 and i've been taking the benzodiazepine pyrazolam 3mg for about a 1.5 years
Now a second struggle and maybe the hardest will begin; which is quitting benzos after more than a year of daily use
I don't feel comfortable in my new setting i hope it get's better, once i'm ready ill begin tapering, which again will be the worst thing i've done yet