Also did a test with my blood, it turned dark brown immediately. Guess its the right stuff. Now I just have to overcome my SI. How to I wonder.
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Also did a test with my blood, it turned dark brown immediately. Guess its the right stuff. Now I just have to overcome my SI. How to I wonder.
MidnightDream
Warlock
- Sep 5, 2022
- 740
Closer to my goal. Frightened that my SI will kick in and that I'll be unable to go trough
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 45,759
At least having the option of SN means that you have a way to exit this world for when the time is right, but it's understandable as to why you would have fears, after all ctb can still not be easy to go through with even if one has a method by their side. I wish you freedom from suffering.
thebunny
be what they fear.
- Aug 19, 2022
- 227
super glad for you! having the means to peacefully rest is quite a relief. it's alright to be scared, it's normal. not sure on how to help you overcome your SI—hell, i don't even know how i'll overcome mine. i just hope you get through these worries when you've finally decided when to go. i wish you the best of luck on your ctb endeavours. sending hugs!
I just hope that I wount fail. This methode seems pretty guaranteed if done propely. Ill fast for 8 hours prior and use ondazetron as antiemedic. Hotel most likely.
AnonymousRobin
little bird fly away
- Oct 7, 2022
- 191
i am thinking to order from this company. is this 250g? thank you <3
AnonymousRobin
little bird fly away
- Oct 7, 2022
- 191
thank you for reply i will order now <3 having sn arrives feels good you must be excited and scared take breaths :)
blue_muse
Mage
- Jan 31, 2021
- 553
Now you convenietly have death in your hands, it's just getting your head around dying to reduce SI.
Lost Magic
Illuminated
- May 5, 2020
- 3,207
I believe benzos and propranolol (something similar) will help reduce some of the SI. I wish you peace.
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