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Exhausted546

Specialist
Dec 1, 2025
314
Took me time but this should do the trick for FSH, it's about 15 mins walk away from my place.

Screenshotted the location on Google maps and will put it in my suicide note word doc (if anyone thinks to even check my computer) it's on a trail so I'll likely be found the following day.

It's ironic that I discovered I loved walking in the woods through my search for a suitable tree to hang from. Never realized there were woods like this right beside my place until now,first time I went for walk there.

With this said, I believe this is the end for me. I'm planning to go back when it gets dark,I'm feeling at peace rn
 

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xXSufferingXx

Elementalist
Feb 21, 2025
863
how would you hypothetically set that up? how would you make the anchor point?
anyway, whatever you choose in life, i wish you peace
 
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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
314
how would you hypothetically set that up? how would you make the anchor point?
anyway, whatever you choose in life, i wish you peace
I haven't tried just in case I was caught doing so, I'll do it when I go back tonight. It shouldn't be an issue to wrap the rope around the tree with an arbor knot. I'll need some kind of stool tho to put my neck around the noose. Either that or try to climb the tree just high enough for the noose to reach my neck.

Although the position could be awkward, I hope the angle works out properly to apply pressure on my carotids
 

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xXSufferingXx

Elementalist
Feb 21, 2025
863
I haven't tried just in case I was caught doing so, I'll do it when I go back tonight. It shouldn't be an issue to wrap the rope around the tree with an arbor knot. I'll need some kind of stool tho to put my neck around the noose. Either that or try to climb the tree just high enough for the noose to reach my neck.

Although the position could be awkward, I hope the angle works out properly to apply pressure on my carotids
i see, thanks for explaining. it feels so weird tho for me to be chatting someone who might not be alive tomorrow, it's a weird feeling.
but i wish you peace like i said
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,387
I hope that you find the freedom you search for.
 

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