Finally figured it all out

[perpetualsomnolence]

So I've got my date, the 10th/11th of Feb as my parents are away for the weekend. I'm gonna be inducing carbon monoxide poisoning. I have just over a week to get everything sorted in terms of notes etc.

My only concern is I am looking after my dog that weekend and I don't want to accidentally make him ill, or have him going hungry so I might see if a friend can take him.

It feels so comforting that I've finally got a way out

 

[Slow_Farewell]

Good luck! i hope you find the peace you're looking for and see you on the other side(if there is one)

 

[perpetualsomnolence]

Good luck! i hope you find the peace you're looking for and see you on the other side(if there is one)

I think there is ! Not in a heaven/hell way but in a 'returning to the source' way, you know?? I think I make a shitty human (not that I'm shitty just not good at it) and probably make a much better whatever the hell we are before we are humans

 

[Slow_Farewell]

I get it. A part of me hopes that Earth is hell is true, because if that's the case then it's quite possible that death would just return us to the "source".

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel so relieved at having a way to reliably cease existing, I hope that you find the freedom you are searching for.