Final preparations for SN

[tom90]

I got everything I need for my CTB. But I still have some doubt about antacids.

Here is my plan:

1.day
5,00-antiemetic
13,00-antiemetic
21,00-antiemetic

2.day
5,00-antiemetic
13,00-fasting
13,00-antiemetic
20,15-2x-antiemetic
20,30-4x-antacid
21,00-SN

I still don't know if should I use antacid based on hydrotalcite or based on aluminum hydroxide-magnesium carbonate gel and magnesium hydroxide
or maybe H2 blocker based on ranitidine. I believe that all those 3 types will do their job.

And I have doubt how many g of SN should I mix. Is 17-18g in 100ml water fine or should I change something?

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

@Stan provides a great deal of detail on this matter. I would suggest reading through the content provided. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-a-comprehensive-guide-including-method.25148/

 

[Rising Phoenix]

I got everything I need for my CTB. But I still have some doubt about antacids.

Here is my plan:

1.day
5,00-antiemetic
13,00-antiemetic
21,00-antiemetic

2.day
5,00-antiemetic
13,00-fasting
13,00-antiemetic
20,15-2x-antiemetic
20,30-4x-antacid
21,00-SN

I still don't know if should I use antacid based on hydrotalcite or based on aluminum hydroxide-magnesium carbonate gel and magnesium hydroxide
or maybe H2 blocker based on ranitidine. I believe that all those 3 types will do their job.

And I have doubt how many g of SN should I mix. Is 17-18g in 100ml water fine or should I change something?

Looks about right. Don't get too caught up in the techical aspects too much. There's more than one way to skin a cat.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Didn't they up the dose to 25G in the new PPH?

 

[ReadyToMeetMyMaker]

Didn't they up the dose to 25G in the new PPH?

Yes, your right.

 

[CaptainT]

A bit more SN for good measure, 20 or 25g (as @Brick In The Wall says, the new version of the Peaceful Pill Handbook recommends this).

And the less liquid the better (less to come back up), so many on here suggesting 50ml

May the force be with you if you decide to do it or not :)

 

[metalchic_74]

A bit more SN for good measure, 20 or 25g (as @Brick In The Wall says, the new version of the Peaceful Pill Handbook recommends this).

And the less liquid the better (less to come back up), so many on here suggesting 50ml

May the force be with you if you decide to do it or not :)

I think I'm gonna do 30g I weigh 200 lbs

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

Looks about right. Don't get too caught up in the techical aspects too much. There's more than one way to skin a cat.

I agree with that for sure.. Just don't like that phrase lmao...
Any time I wonder about how to do it (memory loss) I got back and reread Stan's SN guide. Will be reading it the day of as well.

 

[tom90]

I read everything on this forum and did some research on my own. But I decided to go with antacid-hydrotalcite since I'm using it from time to time and they start to work after 20-30min max. Plus, they have nice flavor.
From my experience, for H2 blocker it takes some time to start working.

For SN dose, 20g in 75ml of water should be alright?
Just out of curiosity, if I mix 30-40g in 75ml, what would happen? Increased risk of vomit?

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

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I read everything on this forum and did some research on my own. But I decided to go with antacid-hydrotalcite since I'm using it from time to time and they start to work after 20-30min max. Plus, they have nice flavor.
From my experience, for H2 blocker it takes some time to start working.

For SN dose, 20g in 75ml of water should be alright?
Just out of curiosity, if I mix 30-40g in 75ml, what would happen? Increased risk of vomit?

Dr. Philip Nitchske said 15g in 50ml in 2017

A bit more SN for good measure, 20 or 25g (as @Brick In The Wall says, the new version of the Peaceful Pill Handbook recommends this).

And the less liquid the better (less to come back up), so many on here suggesting 50ml

May the force be with you if you decide to do it or not :)

Yes, Dr. Philio Nitschke suggests 50ml

 

[Are you lost too?]

For SN dose, 20g in 75ml of water should be alright?
Just out of curiosity, if I mix 30-40g in 75ml, what would happen? Increased risk of vomit?

You're correct

 

[tom90]

Thanks everyone.
I just mixed 25g of kitchen salt in 75ml water just to taste it. It is pretty damn salty, but I don't think I'll have any trouble swallowing the real stuff.

 

[Stan]

I hope everything goes smoothly for you.

 

[tom90]

Thanks, but I will not do this yet. Hopefully during weekend. This was just my curiosity to see what kind taste should I expect.

 

[tom90]

I forgot to mention, around 18h I will stop drinking any water, except when taking pills.
If anyone see something wrong, or would like to add something, please feel free.

 

[Stan]

I forgot to mention, around 18h I will stop drinking any water, except when taking pills.
If anyone see something wrong, or would like to add something, please feel free.

I would say that is excessive. I am only doing 2 hours of not drinking anything (except washing down tablets)

 

[tom90]

Getting nervous and excited as potential day is coming.

In case I start to vomit, and want to quit from everything; Is there any pills I can buy? Maybe Activated medical charcoal? Vitamin C?
I would like to skip to go to the hospital.

 

[tom90]

Getting nervous and excited as potential day is coming.

In case I start to vomit, and want to quit from everything; Is there any pills I can buy? Maybe Activated medical charcoal? Vitamin C?
I would like to skip to go to the hospital.

Anyone?
I have found out that medical charcoal can be used as antioxidant, so i bought one just in case.

 

[ChristopherWalken]

Methylene blue appears to be the antidote.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/help-with-the-sn-method.21082/#post-392148
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/page-141#post-382062

 

[tom90]

I know that, but I cannot buy methylene blue, and even if I buy one, it is given intravenously which is something I don't know how to do.

 

[Stan]

If you are already planning on what happens if something goes wrong, it could be an indicator that maybe now isn't the right time for you. People have died after vomiting so that alone does not mean failure.

 

[tom90]

If you are already planning on what happens if something goes wrong, it could be an indicator that maybe now isn't the right time for you. People have died after vomiting so that alone does not mean failure.

There is always possibility that something goes wrong. I just want to make sure that I have some kind of help next to me because I don't want to go to the hospital.

 

[tom90]

I followed my regime, and even took 3x meto and handled this without any problem. I did feel little tired and my legs were heavy but thats all.
But I just couldn't open sn and drink it. I feel so bad about this.
Maybe will try sn using only stat dose. This method is very hard to do since it cannot be done impulsively.

 

[Wreck-it-Riley]

I followed my regime, and even took 3x meto and handled this without any problem. I did feel little tired and my legs were heavy but thats all.
But I just couldn't open sn and drink it. I feel so bad about this.
Maybe will try sn using only stat dose. This method is very hard to do since it cannot be done impulsively.

That takes a stronger person than me. I think after drinking a glass of salt you'd be ready for the real one. But At that moment it's a very real, slap you in the face thing.

Proud of you for not jumping the gun and doing something you didn't want to do. Next time will be better if you chose to try again :) practice taught you the feelings. Take some time and come to terms with them.

 

[tom90]

That takes a stronger person than me. I think after drinking a glass of salt you'd be ready for the real one. But At that moment it's a very real, slap you in the face thing.

Proud of you for not jumping the gun and doing something you didn't want to do. Next time will be better if you chose to try again :) practice taught you the feelings. Take some time and come to terms with them.

Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot.
In the past I had really bad anxiety, pain in chest used to wake me up in the middle of night. But somehow i managed to cure this and went away, until saturday when I was thinking to do it.
I didn't afraid to die, or pain. I was worry about my parents, especially my dad because we have strong connection.
So right now i am torn apart between my parents and will to live. It's a huge fight in my head and I can't stop crying.

 

[Foster13]

Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot.
In the past I had really bad anxiety, pain in chest used to wake me up in the middle of night. But somehow i managed to cure this and went away, until saturday when I was thinking to do it.
I didn't afraid to die, or pain. I was worry about my parents, especially my dad because we have strong connection.
So right now i am torn apart between my parents and will to live. It's a huge fight in my head and I can't stop crying.

Same for me. I love my family with all my heart and hate causing them pain for years ahead. For me now it is a fight between that and my own physical 24/7 suffering.

 

[Shivani]

Thank you for your kind words, it means a lot.
In the past I had really bad anxiety, pain in chest used to wake me up in the middle of night. But somehow i managed to cure this and went away, until saturday when I was thinking to do it.
I didn't afraid to die, or pain. I was worry about my parents, especially my dad because we have strong connection.
So right now i am torn apart between my parents and will to live. It's a huge fight in my head and I can't stop crying.

I am in the same dilemma, I hope my family finds the strength to take my passing away and find a closure. I hope they could understand that I am in a much better place. I know one thing for sure that I cannot keep going on.