Final Days (SN Plan)

[myreasonings]

My SN finally came, and I already wrote my letter and have a sign for when I do it. I will do it after my mother leaves for work which is unfortunate since she will be the one to find me, but I will leave a sign and hopefully my body will not be in a bad state for too many hours before found. I haven't decided on whether I should keep my cat in a separate room, but since I cannot lock my door, she might find her way inside… Anyway, I don't mind input.

Plan:
Thursday: All day fasting only drinking clear methods.
Friday: Take 1-2 Antiemtic, wait for a bit and prepare solution, smoke some green, take SN, smoke more green, and hopefully sleep.

I only have a limited amount of SN but will split it to take it Friday and then save the rest in case I puke.

Now, I will clean my room and cancel all my subscriptions bc my card will overdraft if I don't :)

 

[helplessufferer]

i wish you a peaceful and comfortable transition, good luck.

also i'm sorry for your cat, hope this won't affect her so much and she will be taken good care of.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best with your plans, it must be a relief having the option of SN in a world where it's becoming more and more difficult to access.

 

[myreasonings]

I wish you the best with your plans, it must be a relief having the option of SN in a world where it's becoming more and more difficult to access.

Yea I think I was lucky bc I live on campus so my address is affiliated with my school therefore a "reputable" address for SN suppliers to send to… I didn't think I would get it but I did and I live in the US