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eashanm

God
Feb 22, 2023
512
Okay, what advice can I get for my final 2-3 days before I CTB? Are there anythings that I should plan to do? Should I take benzos to calm anxiety?

People who are closer to their CTB might know better?

Any advice?
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Benzos are welcome.

May we find wellness
 
tora

tora

lonelycity
Jun 11, 2023
191
you can take benzos if you're nervous, and I'd recommend doing anything that helps calm you down or anything you enjoy. listen to your favorite songs, go to a park and birdwatch, anything you feel you want to do before you go.
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point. I hope your last few days are peaceful.
 
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BetterInTheory

Member
Jun 22, 2023
46
I remember reading you were in contact with one of the Swiss associations, was hoping it'd work out for you. But I'm guessing it didn't.
I don't have any suggestions, benzos might help. Depending on your method, you may also want to double-check all the prep.
Hope you find peace
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,730
It would depend on your method as to when you start preparing for it. I'd likely go out via the SN method and I'd likely start taking meto 2 days prior. I presume you've done all the legal stuff you need or want to? Wills, notes, paying off bills, collecting information needed to together regarding passwords, social media for those left behind?

Then- if it were me, I'd be saying goodbye to a few places- the sea for one. Maybe have something nice to eat and just try and drink in the freedom that soon, I won't have anymore worries.
 

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