Filmed my goodbye finslly last night

[IwanttodieASAP]

Filmed my goodbye last night. It's in two parts and I'm going to upload it to YouTube tk be scheduled to release. If I do not go throw with it, I can just cancel it from uploading. But I'm happy (if I can even sat that ), that I finally got the nerve to film it. And yes, I do it eill eventually be taken down because of its topic after someone reports it but I don't care. As long as my family and some other people get to hear it first. I really hope this is the beginning of the end.

 

[theboy]

Will you send the link to the video here?

 

[Wunderkind]

What is your CTB method?

 

[IwanttodieASAP]

Will you send the link to the video here?

I don't think so. You guys have been great snd this is the only place I feel "good" but I talk directly to my family in it with their names.

What is your CTB method?

Full suspension. Only way u think I'll overcome ny SI, on the fact of once your hanging, there is nothing you can do to stop it

 

[FuneralCry]

I do see it as being beneficial to leave some kind of farewell message for those left behind as it may act as a form of closure for them, at least to me it's better than leaving nothing. But I hope that when the time is right for you to leave this world, you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Worndown]

I hope all goes well for you!