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ilivebecuzicantdie
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- Mar 6, 2022
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This is about school.
Basically it's August which means I now need to decide if I'm gonna take college classes or not.
To talk about my journey with college so far, I went right after high school mostly because my parents would've roasted me if I did not even though I knew I was not mentally ready for it.
And I failed all my classes - no surprise there.
For the next semester after that my parents were still iffy about letting me not go to college so I signed up for an ASL class. 5 minutes before it, I realized I could not mentally do it and so I only went to the first class and never went again.
My parents are much more open now to letting me not go to college and in fact I've already told my family that I'm not going back this semester.
Yet as it approaches I do actually kinda wanna go back but I'm struggling with what I should study.
I originally went to college for geology and its something I'm still super passionate about and honestly the only thing I really want to have a career in, in the future. However I am horrible at math (which I need) so I (kind of) gave it up.
But now I'm just looking at the list of classes and there's just nothing super interesting to me except a few classes that I wouldn't even get a major in and I'm like should I really take classes for these things if I'm not gonna major?
I don't know, I'm just also worried financially and that half way through my mental health will again suck and then I'll just struggle through.
So I don't know whether to take classes because I do really want to but I wouldn't be doing it for any major and I might just end up wasting money xD
Sorry this was all over the place and I feel like I didn't even fully put everything I wanted to xD
Basically it's August which means I now need to decide if I'm gonna take college classes or not.
To talk about my journey with college so far, I went right after high school mostly because my parents would've roasted me if I did not even though I knew I was not mentally ready for it.
And I failed all my classes - no surprise there.
For the next semester after that my parents were still iffy about letting me not go to college so I signed up for an ASL class. 5 minutes before it, I realized I could not mentally do it and so I only went to the first class and never went again.
My parents are much more open now to letting me not go to college and in fact I've already told my family that I'm not going back this semester.
Yet as it approaches I do actually kinda wanna go back but I'm struggling with what I should study.
I originally went to college for geology and its something I'm still super passionate about and honestly the only thing I really want to have a career in, in the future. However I am horrible at math (which I need) so I (kind of) gave it up.
But now I'm just looking at the list of classes and there's just nothing super interesting to me except a few classes that I wouldn't even get a major in and I'm like should I really take classes for these things if I'm not gonna major?
I don't know, I'm just also worried financially and that half way through my mental health will again suck and then I'll just struggle through.
So I don't know whether to take classes because I do really want to but I wouldn't be doing it for any major and I might just end up wasting money xD
Sorry this was all over the place and I feel like I didn't even fully put everything I wanted to xD