symphony
surving hour-by-hour
- Mar 12, 2022
- 779
Idk if this has been mentioned before, but I thought it was funny.
I've been in treatment for several years and this is my first time in a community like this. But in treatment, I might be asked to "rate my SI from 0 to 10" or share that "feeling trapped is a huge SI trigger for me", or so forth. We all know without really having to say it that SI = Suicidal Ideation.
So I come here and I'm reading through recent threads and I hear people talking about trying to overcome SI, like why the fuck would a bunch of suicidal people hellbent on ctb want to overcome suicidal ideation??
And then it hit me. Survival Instinct. SI.
I've been in treatment for several years and this is my first time in a community like this. But in treatment, I might be asked to "rate my SI from 0 to 10" or share that "feeling trapped is a huge SI trigger for me", or so forth. We all know without really having to say it that SI = Suicidal Ideation.
So I come here and I'm reading through recent threads and I hear people talking about trying to overcome SI, like why the fuck would a bunch of suicidal people hellbent on ctb want to overcome suicidal ideation??
And then it hit me. Survival Instinct. SI.