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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
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How effective is this?
 
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newave3

I want out
Nov 21, 2020
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https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/fentanyl.68675/
 
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GreenMile

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Aug 3, 2021
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I couldn't find it anywhere on the Dark Websites which is weird. It's it definitely deadly in very small amounts so would be comparatively easy to transport but seems, for the time being at least, something dealers cut into other drugs.
 
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Pi_R_Squared

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May 13, 2021
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it's available on WH Market on the darknet, a 100mcg patch is writed for 80 hours so 8mg. Chewing one would certainly kill you...approx £75
 
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Pi_R_Squared

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May 13, 2021
15
2mg is a lethal dose, so an 8mg patch chewed up and absorbed close to instantly will certainly kill you yes.

People have died by inadvertently overheating their fentanyl patch and speeding absorption.
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
Wish I had dark web
Is it hard to get on dark web
 
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fastFWD

fastFWD

running out of time...
Feb 12, 2019
151
it is still on the dark net and it is extremely effective. just go to the tor project and get the browser and then check out darkfailenbsdla5mal2mxn2uz66od5vtzd5qozslagrfzachha3f3id.onion for a list of markets.
 
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Bruces

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May 11, 2020
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it is still on the dark net and it is extremely effective. just go to the tor project and get the browser and then check out darkfailenbsdla5mal2mxn2uz66od5vtzd5qozslagrfzachha3f3id.onion for a list of markets.
Is this difficult to do?
 
oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
Seems too good to be true to me, chewing on a patch of f 100mcg can make us go?
 
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everydayiloveyou

Arcanist
Jul 5, 2020
490
Is this difficult to do?
No, it's pretty easy to browse dark web markets. Tor works essentially like any other internet browser. It's a little slower than Chrome or Firefox, you need to know certain links and go out of your way to find them (there's no googling "drugs cheap & easy" and ending up on Empire Market) and you'll see most websites have a very long, generated URL ending in ".onion"

Download the Tor browser and then just copy paste the .onion link fastFWD gave into the URL bar. It will take you to the market's website. if you go on Reddit (or Dread which is sorta like dark web reddit), you can see more advice about using Tor/dark web in general, especially advice about protecting your identity. The hard part about dark web is def learning how to protect yourself, it's not like you should just use Paypal and leave your IP address public to buy illegal shit. Well, you can choose not to protect yourself, but you'll be at risk.
 
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Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
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No, it's pretty easy to browse dark web markets. Tor works essentially like any other internet browser. It's a little slower than Chrome or Firefox, you need to know certain links and go out of your way to find them (there's no googling "drugs cheap & easy" and ending up on Empire Market) and you'll see most websites have a very long, generated URL ending in ".onion"

Download the Tor browser and then just copy paste the .onion link fastFWD gave into the URL bar. It will take you to the market's website. if you go on Reddit (or Dread which is sorta like dark web reddit), you can see more advice about using Tor/dark web in general, especially advice about protecting your identity. The hard part about dark web is def learning how to protect yourself, it's not like you should just use Paypal and leave your IP address public to buy illegal shit. Well, you can choose not to protect yourself, but you'll be at risk.

highly recommend using tails on a second laptop.
 
zenn7

zenn7

Member
Nov 12, 2018
48
I live in a small city ( pop 1 m) in Canada-inner city. Went to the parking lot of a convenience store . Pretty simple. 20$
I plan to down a bottle of vodka and put the noose around my neck before swallowing a full tab of fentanyl.
NOBODY seems to be able to give a good estimate of HOW much to take. I just want lights out quick without vomiting or going into convulsions thx in advance.
 
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oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
a question, what would be the effect of an od of f in patch? would one fall asleep directly? or painful convultions? I said to myself that maybe the effect will be so intense that we will not feel any pain ... if people have opinions to give on the subject, it would be interesting to know
 
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JackTheStripper

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Dec 26, 2020
45
a question, what would be the effect of an od of f in patch? would one fall asleep directly? or painful convultions? I said to myself that maybe the effect will be so intense that we will not feel any pain ... if people have opinions to give on the subject, it would be interesting to know
Fentanyl is used as a painkiller for patients with cancer so it's highly unlikely that you'll experience any pain^^" Plus fentanyl makes you high as shit. After overdosing on it your breathing becomes slower and it'll eventually stop. Not sure if you'd be fully awake while this happens, but I doubt that. Pain meds make you sleepy as fuck, so I think it'll just knock you out and you'll die in your sleep^-^
 
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sully

Experienced
Jul 27, 2021
231
Thats the best method as for me. Too bad I have no idea how to get it. Anyone wants to share? :D
 
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oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
Fentanyl is used as a painkiller for patients with cancer so it's highly unlikely that you'll experience any pain^^" Plus fentanyl makes you high as shit. After overdosing on it your breathing becomes slower and it'll eventually stop. Not sure if you'd be fully awake while this happens, but I doubt that. Pain meds make you sleepy as fuck, so I think it'll just knock you out and you'll die in your sleep^-^
I agree with you, I just read this somewhere, "If you don't use the added benzodiazepines, you might experience suffocation before falling asleep." Where did I ask about these suffocations
 
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zenn7

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Nov 12, 2018
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I agree with you, I just read this somewhere, "If you don't use the added benzodiazepines, you might experience suffocation before falling asleep." Where did I ask about these suffocations
Good info. Can anyone confirm??
 
whenlavaflows

whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
Hi.
I overdosed in February on fentanyl & xanax. If the hotel staff did not find me the next day, I would have been dead by now.
It is quite effective.. you're just going to need a good amount & some time alone.
From what I can gather from my experience, I essentially passed out & was hallucinating like crazy. I was intubated twice in the hospital as well.
 
kekveryloud

kekveryloud

Member
Aug 9, 2021
15
I overdosed in February on fentanyl & xanax. It is quite effective..
can attest to this, adding xanax (or any other benzo legal or not) to just about any method will be pure bliss
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Hi.
I overdosed in February on fentanyl & xanax. If the hotel staff did not find me the next day, I would have been dead by now.
It is quite effective.. you're just going to need a good amount & some time alone.
From what I can gather from my experience, I essentially passed out & was hallucinating like crazy. I was intubated twice in the hospital as well.
How can you pass out and then hallucinate? You must be pissed they found you...no?

Is this better than doing n?
 
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whenlavaflows

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Sep 21, 2020
86
How can I pass out and then hallucinate? Idk if hallucinate is the right word or if they were all false memories my brain made up.
My brain essentially was making up a bunch of scenarios when I was in the hospital.
A few of these scenarios are:
1.) I thought I was trapped in a family friends basement
2.) There was an evil nurse named Susan that was extremely mean to me + other staff (this nurse does not exist. I texted my dad about her while I was in the hospital and then asked him about her when I got out... he brought up that text but mentioned that there was no nurse Susan. I even hallucinated a situation when my dad came to visit me in the hospital & she was there)
3.) I hallucinated an old friend being a patient at the hospital that died a few years ago
4.) I hallucinated a group of friends that I've never met in real life
5.) Thought I was on a casino trip with my old school (I also remember a nurse asking me why I was at that hotel and me telling her this & her giving me a funny look)
... and a few other situations that I'm not really remembering right now, but honestly its horrifying the amount of shit the human mind will make up during traumatic periods.
And yes, I'm extremely pissed. Considering I checked in at around 8PM and they found me the next day, should have given me enough time to die, but apparently not.
And NO. It's not better because with N you have a higher likelihood of it working and dying.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
How can I pass out and then hallucinate? Idk if hallucinate is the right word or if they were all false memories my brain made up.
My brain essentially was making up a bunch of scenarios when I was in the hospital.
A few of these scenarios are:
1.) I thought I was trapped in a family friends basement
2.) There was an evil nurse named Susan that was extremely mean to me + other staff (this nurse does not exist. I texted my dad about her while I was in the hospital and then asked him about her when I got out... he brought up that text but mentioned that there was no nurse Susan. I even hallucinated a situation when my dad came to visit me in the hospital & she was there)
3.) I hallucinated an old friend being a patient at the hospital that died a few years ago
4.) I hallucinated a group of friends that I've never met in real life
5.) Thought I was on a casino trip with my old school (I also remember a nurse asking me why I was at that hotel and me telling her this & her giving me a funny look)
... and a few other situations that I'm not really remembering right now, but honestly its horrifying the amount of shit the human mind will make up during traumatic periods.
And yes, I'm extremely pissed. Considering I checked in at around 8PM and they found me the next day, should have given me enough time to die, but apparently not.
And NO. It's not better because with N you have a higher likelihood of it working and dying.
Holyshit your memory is as they would say 'on fire'....you recall really clearly shit. For a second I thought Fentanyl was better than n.

I'm sorry to hear it got fucked. Your brain sounds like it's on overload...mine is too...idk....sounds bad...

What will you do now?
 
whenlavaflows

whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
Hah. It's funny you say that as my memory is completely jacked up now due to the drugs I ingested.
Idk, I just vividly remember these false memories super clearly because they scared me so much. Like, how can the human mind create all these false scenarios / for what reason? Idk, feelsbadman.

I think my only way out now would be hanging as I have zero access to the drugs I used to have access too. All my dealers either blocked me or skipped town. But the reason I overdosed was to avoid hanging as it scares me so much.. but I don't have much of a choice anymore, do I?
Things are only getting worse & worse for me. I planned on hanging myself on my birthday, August 2nd but then chickened out last minute.

I just need to gather the courage and finally do it, I suppose.
 
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Alwaysbadtime

Enlightened
Jun 28, 2021
1,158
Hah. It's funny you say that as my memory is completely jacked up now due to the drugs I ingested.
Idk, I just vividly remember these false memories super clearly because they scared me so much. Like, how can the human mind create all these false scenarios / for what reason? Idk, feelsbadman.

I think my only way out now would be hanging as I have zero access to the drugs I used to have access too. All my dealers either blocked me or skipped town. But the reason I overdosed was to avoid hanging as it scares me so much.. but I don't have much of a choice anymore, do I?
Things are only getting worse & worse for me. I planned on hanging myself on my birthday, August 2nd but then chickened out last minute.

I just need to gather the courage and finally do it, I suppose.
Idk... hanging has never been an idea for me...for one the location to tie it to...second tying it. I thought of jumping constantly. Now it's injesting toxic shit...but driving off a cliff would perhaps be faster and less anxiety provoking.

Yeah...you remember a lot. I hope you can find solace. I wish it could have just been better for you..
 
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tiredplant777

Student
Jul 23, 2021
196
This is my first choice as a method. It's actually such a relief to see others post on this too, and to know I can potentially obtain some if I choose to CTB. I actually know someone who died because they unintentionally overdosed on fentanyl, it's so sad. They were an addict, so I might have some connections a few degrees away from me.
 
oono

oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
Hi.
I overdosed in February on fentanyl & xanax. If the hotel staff did not find me the next day, I would have been dead by now.
It is quite effective.. you're just going to need a good amount & some time alone.
From what I can gather from my experience, I essentially passed out & was hallucinating like crazy. I was intubated twice in the hospital as well.
Sorry to learn what has happened to you, I hope you do not have too much pain. You have not had a sequela after an od of f+xanax?
 
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whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
Sorry to learn what has happened to you, I hope you do not have too much pain. You have not had a sequela after an od of f+xanax?
No, I did not. The only issue I have now is a very raw voice & i get out of breath extremely easily due to being intubated which makes talking very difficult.
 
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oono

Student
Aug 26, 2020
197
No, I did not. The only issue I have now is a very raw voice & i get out of breath extremely easily due to being intubated which makes talking very difficult.
Okay, I wish you courage. Is this side effect permanent?
 
whenlavaflows

whenlavaflows

Member
Sep 21, 2020
86
Well..it's been 5 months since i've been out of the hospital & i'm still having issues w. my voice. I work in a call centre environment & the patients I speak too find it very difficult to hear me.
So, while I don't think it's permanent, it's definitely something I need to work on possibly w. a speech therapist.
 

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