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rian 69

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Promise. I'll try this one more time then shut my yap. This will be a very general version of my previous post on this. I am 69 and have no real mobility and certainly no connections or way really to hunt it down. It just seems odd to me that Icant think of anything that seems more peaceful, quick, really not hard to figure out amount cause you don't need much at all and you can't take 2much and ,what - die three times

Here and even in the PPH there are all sorts of suggestions like logging to some foreign country and try to get animal euthanasia drug if you even can, get it through customs and hope you don't get busted. Of course when I was in high school through law school and even as a youngish lawyer I could always get what I wanted off the streets but really from people who were either friends or had friends that knew. I was never a drugged but on occasion I'd partake in some stuff. Yes, I smoked pot but that was all regularly. Never used a needle in my life. May have snorted a few times and may have qualuded a little - but very litttle but way back when people would get scripts and actually sell you a few pills that were the real thing.

My point is simply it seems at least some people are willing to to go to great lengths to make machines and buy equipment and yet no one can or is willing to help find what's all around (I live in the east coast of US - somewhere around dc. Shit kids are the ones dying unintentionally - yeah I've already acknowledged that I could've gotten it 100 years ago when I was a youngster. For those of you who know of Tom Petty, he died at my age and they found 4 different kinds of fentanyl in him.

Anyway this was just up for discussion and since it's open to 18 year olds and up, thought maybe there'd be maybe a handful of people here who could enlighten me. If I had the ability, I'd enlighten you. BTW, as with everything just cause you obtain it doesn't mean you're gonna use it now or even soon - just that you have the option and peace of mind for a peaceful end should you choose.

And truly sorry if this is a bad topic to bring up for some reason. But I'm sure most of us either have known people affected by fentanyl in some way that wasn't intended and here it just seems perfect at least to me. I thought the whole hanging thing would be simple enough even if it hurt a little but I any even get lightheaded let alone go further but I've become a good knot person.

And I'm not only can't do a long hanging, but the calculations and all that shit are crazy complications not to mentioned getting the correct materials. Anyway that's all folks.
 
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