Venting Feels like this constant battle has no happy ending and that it is my fate to have a tragic ending.

[Misery99]

I can say that I tried but my life circumstances made me to become a complete mess in life. I'm suffering from depression, anxiety, low self-esteem and other mental health issues and anxiety attachment issues which were caused by narcissistic parents, childhood trauma and some other life experiences which I had no control over. I always thought that everything will get better eventually but I'm not strong enough and too soft for this world...and I try to find happiness from other people but it's not possible...and I get too attached to people and things and have difficulty dealing with changes in life. All these issues had made me feel miserable for too long and I feel like it will be always like this for me.

 

[rustcohle4life]

I can say that I tried but my life circumstances made me to become a complete mess in life. I'm suffering from depression, anxiety, low self-esteem and other mental health issues and anxiety attachment issues which were caused by narcissistic parents, childhood trauma and some other life experiences which I had no control over. I always thought that everything will get better eventually but I'm not strong enough and too soft for this world...and I try to find happiness from other people but it's not possible...and I get too attached to people and things and have difficulty dealing with changes in life. All these issues had made me feel miserable for too long and I feel like it will be always like this for me.

I relate. I feel like we had very little control over the things that happened to us which caused us to lose our self-esteem. I don't know if we have much control at all. I wish you the best.