Venting Feels like the universe is working against me

[interestingname]

everything I do to ctb seems to fail. I was planning to be gone by November and now I have to wait till the middle of january for my sn to arrive. I don't get how people die so easily and yet I'm stuck here.

 

[stargazer]

You're not the only one here. I must be a legend around this place for as one user put it my determination in waiting on someone to join up who's local to me here. Sigh. I can't do it alone.
So yeah...if the universe is working against you, it's actually working against me too over here. And it sucks, yes.
Sigh.

 

[stargazer]

At this rate I'll be here until as late as March or April. Sigh. Way longer than I wanted.