BlueButterfly111
Digital Diary🦋
- Dec 26, 2024
- 336
It feels like I've already died. I used to be pure and innocent, and my soul used to be full of light and joy. It feels like ever since my boyfriend passed away almost 2 years ago, that I just died, like I'm empty on the inside. Don't get me wrong, I was depressed before then, but something inside me changed and it never came back. It's like the light inside me is gone. Everything I do now feels meaningless, it's a really weird empty and hollow feeling, feels like I already died. I don't feel joy the way that I used to, I wonder if I'll ever get that light back again, I wonder if I'll ever feel happy the way I used to feel before he passed away again. Feels like I'm living in a parallel dystopian lifetime, which I basically am, but it shouldn't be this way.
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