Discussion Feelings before ctb

[cet]

Hey SaSu,
Asking for a friend:
"I just wanted to ask how people who tried to ctb felt before it. Like 2 days before it. Did they have a feeling of shame, guilt or perhaps were they happy? I heard a rumour that people who know that they don't have much left are happy in their last day/days."
So, people who have attempted to ctb, how was it? What do you think?

 

[ScaredOfMachines]

My first attempt, I felt happy that everything was finally going to be over. My other attempts I could never really be happy about, because I was always thinking that I might fail again.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

anxiety, good or bad is common. adrenaline def comes into play.