Venting Feelings are so fleeting and random

[FractalTears]

Where is the point, one moment i feel completely devastated and the next i feel a bit better for some seconds just to feel completely devastated again.
I used to feel much different and more stable a year ago but that is over. I don't see the point. I feel like a slave to my body. The only reason for me staying alive is to feel good. If i cant have that then i don't see the point in prolonging my stay.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. Our thoughts and feelings really can torture us. I understand that living a life of pain and misery can be awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[diyCTB]

Hi @fixthe26
Why did you choose this specific username?

 

[👁️👃👁️]

Hi @fixthe26
Why did you choose this specific username?

o cwap..