new life
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
I understand how you feel. I have been depressed for the past couple of months and every morning is just a struggle to keep myself living. I am at work now, supposed to be doing work, but have been feeling really umotivated and will screw stuff up again.
What the reasons for your sadness? Feel free to PM me, if you want to talk to someone.
What the reasons for your sadness? Feel free to PM me, if you want to talk to someone.
enjoy
Creature
- Dec 20, 2019
- 337
hey. i'm here for you.
sometimes deep sadness can cloud our judgement. are you ordering all these things on impulse or is this a purchase you've been considering for a while now? of course it's ultimately your choice, but if you're doing this on a whim i'd reconsider if i were you.
why do you feel sad? you don't have to answer, but it'd certainly be helpful in terms of me understanding your situation a little better.
sometimes deep sadness can cloud our judgement. are you ordering all these things on impulse or is this a purchase you've been considering for a while now? of course it's ultimately your choice, but if you're doing this on a whim i'd reconsider if i were you.
why do you feel sad? you don't have to answer, but it'd certainly be helpful in terms of me understanding your situation a little better.
new life
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
I feel sad because i am in hospital under a section, and the doctors are stopping my plans. I am just playing along so i can get out. This world is just not designed for people with autism.
@enjoy this has been planned for a while. I am certain i want to ctb in August when the campsites open in summer, and after my final holiday.
@enjoy this has been planned for a while. I am certain i want to ctb in August when the campsites open in summer, and after my final holiday.
randomz
Specialist
- Nov 4, 2019
- 395
I feel your pain, but maybe there is some way in which you can enjoy the world as much as possible, a way which you have not still discovered? I hope things get better for you :)
new life
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
new life
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
theguineapigking
Useless piece of trash
- Dec 5, 2019
- 593
Hey. I'm so sorry for your situation. This world really is so unfair to so many people,especially those that are kind hearted and don't deserve that fate.
I used to have autism to some extent(still do technically but its much better as I've aged). What I mean is that I have major medical issues. I used to have even worse mental problems and I was very socially awkward. I couldn't tell if people were joking or serious,I couldn't communicate right at all whatsoever,and always made a fool of myself. I couldn't really understand if someone didn't like me. My brain fog didn't help with that either.
At 21 years old now,I admit I'm not bad off that way anymore,but I still have some trouble socially,mostly because I don't like being around people for long periods of time,if at all. I think I've just adjusted a bit more to effectively communicating,especially working at my job. I was really bad though for the first few years at my job. Only recently have I gotten better.
So I can understand what you mean,although I didn't have it as bad compared to others out there. I'm not trying to compare myself to you. I'm just trying to let you know I understand more than some people.
I do know that there are those with autism that learn to cope and meet others out there like themselves.
If you want to talk about your situation,I'll be here for you. Hopefully your parents, or maybe friends(?) are too. I know I can't do anything to help you medically,but again, I'm here if you need someone.
I wish you the best.
I used to have autism to some extent(still do technically but its much better as I've aged). What I mean is that I have major medical issues. I used to have even worse mental problems and I was very socially awkward. I couldn't tell if people were joking or serious,I couldn't communicate right at all whatsoever,and always made a fool of myself. I couldn't really understand if someone didn't like me. My brain fog didn't help with that either.
At 21 years old now,I admit I'm not bad off that way anymore,but I still have some trouble socially,mostly because I don't like being around people for long periods of time,if at all. I think I've just adjusted a bit more to effectively communicating,especially working at my job. I was really bad though for the first few years at my job. Only recently have I gotten better.
So I can understand what you mean,although I didn't have it as bad compared to others out there. I'm not trying to compare myself to you. I'm just trying to let you know I understand more than some people.
I do know that there are those with autism that learn to cope and meet others out there like themselves.
If you want to talk about your situation,I'll be here for you. Hopefully your parents, or maybe friends(?) are too. I know I can't do anything to help you medically,but again, I'm here if you need someone.
I wish you the best.
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new life
Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
theguineapigking
Useless piece of trash
- Dec 5, 2019
- 593
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Experienced
- Feb 11, 2020
- 276
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