feeling very desperate to die feel like im gonna do something impulsive within the next few days.

[HermitLonerGuy]

I cant hold out much longer, its just hell. My mind and body wants to escape this place, im going to for sure attempt a jump from height , a drown or jump in front of a Bus before this week is out.

I already told my dad i cant hold on much longer, hes in denial about it but i cant suffer like this anymore.

As a desperate person with no way out and no money these measures are my only way.

I wanted to do it last week but i been sick with covid and its made me fatigued.

just life is one big fuck up and suffering after suffering.

 

[H0110W]

It's awful that you feel this way, and I can relate. But please don't jump in front of a bus, or a car or any other vehicle. First of all you will not die, you'll just injure yourself making your situation even worse, and the person who runs you over will get in trouble. I guess you could get run over or decapitated by a train, that would result in certain death, but either way I hope your situation improves to the point of not wanting do to it anymore.

 

[HermitLonerGuy]

It's awful that you feel this way, and I can relate. But please don't jump in front of a bus, or a car or any other vehicle. First of all you will not die, you'll just injure yourself making your situation even worse, and the person who runs you over will get in trouble. I guess you could get run over or decapitated by a train, that would result in certain death, but either way I hope your situation improves to the point of not wanting do to it anymore.

thank you , you right about involving another person.

Il find a different way.

Its either jumping or drowning then.

 

[Doom]

ok, but don't do it impulsively, you don't want to end up crippled in a hospital. There are good methods here, you should study them first.

 

[FuneralCry]

Your feelings of wishing to be free from this world are certainly understandable. Of course it's horrific feeling trapped in this nightmarish existence enduring constant suffering. Life does just seem to be endless problems and pain, of course the existence of life is such a tragic thing.
I hate this world that denies people the options of peaceful and reliable ways to ways to exit meaning that we have to struggle so much in finally leaving this life behind, it's the most unfair thing how people have to resort to such risky methods. But the unfortunate reality is that the society we live in, is so focused on prolonging suffering rather than respecting the individuals right to die. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for, and I agree that it's for the best to not attempt a method that is basically guaranteed to fail but I certainly get how difficult leaving this world can be. I always envy those who die.