Hans Voralberg
Experienced
- Nov 6, 2021
- 229
I read a lot that final statages of suicidity is feeling of peace that comes from making finall decision about departure. That making this decision can bring you near to extasy and you know what. I feel it now. I have poison in my grasp literally in my room. Tomorrow i plan to write easter wishes to all my loved ones and use this opportunity to say goodbaye without any suspicions. I feel so calm it is feeling of laying in bed covered with warm fresh sheets and being on edge of waking up and sleeping. That is how i feel right now every day. No pain no fear no doubts. It is undescrible feeling. Do you feel it to when you feel you are near the end?