ashfall
Member
- Jan 1, 2022
- 47
Nothing particularly bad happened. This should actually probably be a good day given the fever I've had for the last few days was finally gone this morning. I was pretty miserable while sick yet somehow it's worse now that I'm nearly better. Knowing that I'm supposed to go back to college, talk to people and basically just resume life again fills me with nothing but dread. My SN is still weeks from arriving but I just feel like I can't do this anymore. I can't keep pretending I'm happy and everything will be okay. Doing literally anything - like getting out of bed, washing my teeth, eating seem like herculean tasks - never mind having to actually work or keep a conversation with someone again.
I'm sorry, I know this is a particularly whiny vent. I'm just so tired. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up again. Living is torture.
Is anyone else having a particularly bad day today? People on SS always make me feel less alone.
I'm sorry, I know this is a particularly whiny vent. I'm just so tired. I wish I could just go to sleep and not wake up again. Living is torture.
Is anyone else having a particularly bad day today? People on SS always make me feel less alone.