Venting Feeling like I'm no longer in control of my life?

[_Minsk]

There ain't any words to describe how I feel about this life. I've tried my best but something inside me wants me to break down and ruin my life. I have absolutely no control whatsoever, what is it that wants me to fail so miserably?

 

[Antigonish]

Trust me. I understand.

 

[NodusTollens]

Sorry to hear that life has you feeling so out of control. HUGS.

I can appreciate how hard it is for you to understand how you feel about your life.. My life feels out of my control as well.

 

[TooMuchToBear]

I can relate so much.

 

[Makko]

No one is really in control of their lives. Life by default is 100% chaos, orderly environment and personal discipline can reduce that chaos down to 99% but that's about it. There's nothing else you can do. It's rather demotivating when the best conditions and your maximum effort only feel like they make a 1% difference.

 

[Red]

It's awful when you can't stop your own hands from constantly hovering over that self-destruct button!!
Sometimes I think that we do it to ourselves just to know who to blame from time to time lol