iftheworldwasending
My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
- Sep 26, 2020
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i know no one probably cares about this or me whatsoever, but i truly am lost at this point. anytime i think things are getting better, they crumble again. i'm wondering if it's just a sign that i should maybe put an end to things before continuing this suffering any longer than needed.
i meet a great guy, and he ghosts. i meet a decent guy, and he's not interested. and this cycle continues without fail, every single time. i've truly never met someone as unlucky in love. it seems like a hopeless cause at this point.
all i want to do is lay in bed, cry, and punch myself. but even that seems like too much work with my OCD and anxiety about work these days. who fucking knows.
sorry for this post, if you read this, thank you for listening. hopefully i won't be a bother on this site for much longer either.
i meet a great guy, and he ghosts. i meet a decent guy, and he's not interested. and this cycle continues without fail, every single time. i've truly never met someone as unlucky in love. it seems like a hopeless cause at this point.
all i want to do is lay in bed, cry, and punch myself. but even that seems like too much work with my OCD and anxiety about work these days. who fucking knows.
sorry for this post, if you read this, thank you for listening. hopefully i won't be a bother on this site for much longer either.